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Dont want a hand out just breathing and expressing my self - Truplaya - Nov 15, 2025
My mom and dad just died in a crash, my bitch ex dumped our 2 little kids on me and ran off. Used to pull big bucks offshore but can't leave my babies now. Broke as fuck, suicidal, been digging into hacking tutorials but it's overwhelming as shit. Trying
To keep trucking it’s hard. Not asking for nothing just venting
RE: Dont want a hand out just breathing and expressing my self - Observer - Nov 15, 2025
holy fuck i thought my life was going to shit
keep it up man
RE: Dont want a hand out just breathing and expressing my self - Truplaya - Nov 15, 2025
Thank you man trying
RE: Dont want a hand out just breathing and expressing my self - RangoWorld - Nov 15, 2025
We hear you. Have you tried therapy?
RE: Dont want a hand out just breathing and expressing my self - Truplaya - Nov 15, 2025
Yeah actually I’m in therapy or was up until a few weeks ago. My money problems and being a single parent have over weighed my feeling of loss and betrayal so much I think it’s saved me cause I’m to stressed and tired to sit down and think. Thank you for being there it means a lot
RE: Dont want a hand out just breathing and expressing my self - Bastille - Nov 15, 2025
Hey buddy, sorry to hear that, no worries to express yourself if you need, be aware that's not something people should be shy or ashamed of. Just shared a thread few days ago too : https://hackforums.net/showthread.php?tid=6313485
Regarding learning hacking, well you're right it's not that easy because it requires a lot of time / dedication, you have to learn different fields, each of them composed of sub-domains, and so on. If your plan is to make money from hacking because you're broke, there is likely no chance you could earn money during the first year at least, unless you're very talented.
I was followed by a psychologist for a year when everything went wrong, having someone to talk with is very important and I'm glad you're in a thearpy now :)
In case you still want to learn hacking, register and start practicing here : tryhackme.com, there are hundreds of free rooms, you can hack the dedicated servers, with Kali Linux, like real hackers do :p
Hope things will be better for you, and hope to see you around mate 😊
RE: Dont want a hand out just breathing and expressing my self - Hackers - Nov 16, 2025
Sorry to hear this, that's a lot for anyone to deal with
You're more man than most here, remember that.
Keep your head up, things will be different, but they will be better soon.
RE: Dont want a hand out just breathing and expressing my self - Tyr - Nov 16, 2025
Yo, first off, I am so sorry. Secondly, you can vent any time you want, you shouldn't have to feel obligated to state you aren't here for sympathy or a hand out. Sounds like you've had a sh*t experience elsewhere online from others.
You'll find that a lot of us, myself included, have demons they deal with on a consistent basis. Since you have kids, I am sure I do not need to tell you how life is not easy nor was it meant to be, even for those who do not have such "demons." One thing I can tell you (and this is coming from someone who is sick of people telling me the same; although it has bearing) is that things WILL get better.
Sometimes, faith is everything. But you gotta have faith in yourself to overcome any challenge this life throws your way. It might be different for others, I won't blow smoke up your ass and tell you that it will be all rose pedals moving forward because I literally built my entire life back up from a very very very dark spot. I hit a breaking point and told myself enough was enough and never looked back. The fortitude you gain sticks with you and each day, the more bullshit you deal with, the stronger it makes you. Eventually, the bullshit becomes normal and you rise from the ashes.
Best of luck to you.
RE: Dont want a hand out just breathing and expressing my self - diablospartan - Nov 17, 2025
Sory to hear this my man
Dont say to motivate you but think that those 2 children needs you so only you know how hard it is for you but keep going for the childs
Good bless you
RE: Dont want a hand out just breathing and expressing my self - Jamika - Nov 17, 2025
(Nov 15, 2025 02:33 AM)Truplaya Wrote: My mom and dad just died in a crash, my bitch ex dumped our 2 little kids on me and ran off. Used to pull big bucks offshore but can't leave my babies now. Broke as fuck, suicidal, been digging into hacking tutorials but it's overwhelming as shit. Trying
To keep trucking it’s hard. Not asking for nothing just venting
Stay strong buddy , u can still fight , keep fighting soldier 💪🪖
RE: Dont want a hand out just breathing and expressing my self - TeeTee - Nov 17, 2025
Stay stong brother. This too shall pass. Tough battles are built for the strongest warriors, keep your head up and push through with faith and the universe will reward you accordingly. I hope to see you around when you overcome this tough moment. Brighter days ahead brother