PLEASE- Everyone deserves a second chance // And I think I finally do. - Web Exploit - Mar 21, 2016
Please read this all the way, because I need you to read it fully.
This might be the biggest mistake I ever make, but This is Mahdy. Yes, Mahdy. I was on HF since 2012, never got banned, never scammed, never really made any enemies throughout my time. I got banned because I posted about my disease, my story - And it was a link to my blog, and only my blog. I was not donation begging, or at least, I truly did not see it that way. Viral dragon once made a thread at the time for his condition, and that's all I did. I never begged anyone for any donations, I truly never set it out to be - I just wanted everyone, outside my group, to understand why I was always away. I swear to god on everything, I NEVER asked anyone to donate. I never begged for any donations, I just wanted people to understand what my life has been like, other than telling me "Go shit blood".
Since my ban, and I mean EVER since, everyone I thought was my friend, turned their back on me. Hexicidal, who was one of my greatest friends; Stopped talking to me, when he knew the entire story. I tried and tried and tried to contact Omni through the contact us for over 8 months, begging to him to understand nothing was meant as donation begging - Because IT WAS NEVER THAT. All it was, was simply sharing my story, since the day I posted my thread, was the time I got diagnosed.
I just want a second chance. I never scammed anyone, I never fucked anyone over, I never got banned, I never started any drama, I just want to come back. Nothing was fake - It was all real, and because of one tiny thing, I wake up everyday to Skype requests from HF members and old friends saying: "Are you dead yet? Do you have cancer yet?" I even had someone order me fucking charming ultra soft toilet paper, as if people think this is some sort of a joke. Obviously, I made a mistake by posting the thread - I never meant anything from it, I removed it as asked, and never got anyone from HF to contribute. I just want a second chance at coming back because I never did anything truly wrong and I just want to come to the one place I felt was home.
Omni- I was sorry I never got the chance to get to tell you that it was all a mistake, because it was. But I promise you, if I knew it was being seen as donation begging, I would have deleted it right away. I spent 4 years on here, time, money, and trying to earn all respect, and when I finally got it, I was gone. I'm sorry I made it so confusing, I truly am. I never meant it to be like this - But I am please asking you; give me one more chance. There won't be any mention of my disease. I just want to come back to the little friends I still have.
Roger- Since you have me blocked on Skype, I couldn't say congratulations on your promotion. I saw it happening from the moment we started talking. I tried getting your Skype or this message to you from a few BH members I was cool with, but no one ever did: My ban got me pissed. Everything everyone was saying was humiliating enough, and I am so sorry for the pointless drama I caused between us. You were a great friend when I was in BH, supported me,and I am sorry.
I cannot mention the names of the few people who have been supporting me even though I got banned because they do not want any action taken against them, and I won't put them in risk. But please... It's been a very long time of constant emails, appeals, and everything else. I just want to be brought back - And given a second chance. I was never scammer. I was always someone that can be trusted. My middleman service - Everyone trusted me because they knew who I was.
I am asking for the second chance I never got - I am begging you guys, please read this and understand it was a stupid mistake. If I knew people were interrupting it was donation begging, I would have reworded everything and removed the link to my blog. THE ENTIRE THREAD was about explaining how hard it was and has been living with the disease and how much it's worsened. I truly believe everyone misinterpreted it in a different way. Some saw it the way it was written: Just a story of my life, and others thought it was a cry for attention. December 31st, 2010 is when I had my Colonscopy and figured out I was diagnosed with it and on that day, I made the thread - Just like on a specific day, Anon made a thread about his life. But nowhere in the thread did it have a link or anything of that sort to the campaign, NOTHING. There was nothing of that sort. Again, I am sorry the story of my disease and having a link in my signature to my blog got this whole thing a mess, but I NEVER intended it was donation begging. It was one person, who always hated me because I tried and tried to improve myself, and he made it out that way. I was never allowed to speak my voice, and I probably will be closed again, but please.. Please. Just give me another chance. Because I never ever needed a reason to be given one, I never messed up on here, always followed the rules until this ban.
Please believe my words when I say this: This entire thing has been a mistake - And all I want is Mahdy back, because when I wrote my thread, it was just explaining my story, explaining what it is, and everything. It was never an intent to get anyone to donate - Nor did I believe one person can make so many liesand make the world believe it was about donation begging. There wasn't even a campaign until I was banned and it was posted on my city facebook. I NEVER made my campaign here, I just had a link to my blog. Please.. If I knew it would take away the one place I felt like I actually belonged, actually had people who were alike me.. I would have never thrown it away for something so stupid. I am asking you -- And those who truly knew me, knew I was never hostile, angry, aggressive, or anything. I never scammed ANYONE, EVER, I reported everything that was wrong - I opened a MM service so people could stop getting scammed. All I wanted was for people to fully understand my disease - Nothing else.I keep going over it, and I don't see anything asking for donations. Once again, I am sorry people took it the wrong way. Omni, by the time you warned me and I tried correcting it, someone already banned me. I wasn't even given the chance to fix it and remove anything that hinted it.
I've taken enough abuse from people still on here, making a huge joke about this all - On top of the group chat that says "Mahdy's Cancer" and I was invited, trolled, and left it. Please, I just want to be back. I fought so hard, I tried so long to have Mahdy back... So, please. Accept this apology, bring Mahdy back to life, and I promise, I will never get banned again for anything: And the 900 rep I had, I will bring it back. Please. Just... Please.
* - Core i5 - Mar 21, 2016
That is a very emotional story, hope everything works out for you!
* - Kuso - Mar 21, 2016
Hey Mahdy, I'll be your friend.
Didn't think you got banned for that too... Wow.
* - Web Exploit - Mar 21, 2016
(Mar 21, 2016 12:42 AM)Bender™ Wrote: Hey Mahdy, I'll be your friend.
Didn't think you got banned for that too... Wow.
Nice to see you again. I truly believe it was a misunderstanding by everyone, and I just want to come back because I have tried so hard to be back here. I was never a problem. Never a scammer. Never threatened to DDoS, hack or any of that nonsense. I was just that one person - Who was everywhere for everyone. And I made a mistake linking my blog, and not thinking twice. I see why Omni thought it was donation begging, but I never ever sought it that way; I never made the thread that intention. I just want the Skype messages and group chats to stop- And, most importantly, I want to come back to what was, and is, the most important thing to.
* - ๖ۣۜCitizen Z / Napalm - Mar 21, 2016
Seems like you really got fucked over, i hope you get this sorted out.
* - iDuL - Mar 21, 2016
Omni if Panik can get a second chance then this guy sure as fuck deserves one too. Really didn't know how desensitized some of this community was until I read what is posted here. I can maybe understand dildos to someone you don't like, but toilet paper to a truly ill man? How fucking insensitive is that? I can't even describe how furious that actually makes me. Just imagine if the shoe was on the other foot if you will, if YOU were at the end of this stick. How would you feel if you or a family member was truly dying, and someone was blatantly making fun of that fact. DISGUSTING, fucking grotesque at that.
I personally have not helped out my boy Mahdy financially, but he doesn't hold anything against me for it. Neither would he see anyone in negative light for doing the same thing. Acknowledgment and support is all he seeks during this most difficult and painful time of his life.
Mahdy is just another dude using HF as we all are. Wanting to share opinions, knowledge, and maybe some personal things he needs to get off his chest. I know some high profile members who very well do the same thing by using HF as their outlet to vent. Off top, the member you all know Black Shadow (don't want to pull you into this m8) may be battling cancer as we fucking know it. Are you going to begin -repping him, getting his d0x and start sending him disgusting little petty messages hoping he leaves the earth? It infuriates me knowing people can be so insensitive about real life shit, like it's all a damn joke.
Mahdy, I'm sorry you have had to go through those things all while fighting your condition, I had no idea. You know I wish you all the best with everything that's going on. I have so many things on my plate during my days man. Work kicks my ass! And so many things on my mind at night, I barely find time for homies anymore, let alone the ones from Halo/HF. I'm either at work, at my Grandma's house, at school, or with my girl primarily.. if I have time off from those above then I'm usually out with my coworkers or my boys. I'm only on HF when I'm winding down from all of that realistically.
I seriously don't want to put up an argument, or debate with anyone.. I'm expressing an opinion, a damn well genuine one at that. Only a few members here that have been on Omni's shit list get a second chance.. I really think this guy deserves one.
Mahdy, you know where to find me when you need me.
* - ΞM1NƎM - Mar 21, 2016
I wish you better days. But I doubt your'll get the account un-banned. here's to a new one lol
* - Nachfolger - Mar 21, 2016
I didn't know you got banned for it, and I also thought you just died. No offense.
Gl with the second chance.
* - samsepi01 - Mar 21, 2016
I hope this thread doesn't get closed right away.
Good luck, I would love to see you get a second chance.
* - Joeyx38 - Mar 21, 2016
Hope you get a second chance.. very emotional thread for some fake virtual life forum shit, a human should not be treated like that.. sad what this world has come to..
* - Sεпραı - Mar 21, 2016
Just read the full thing. I really hope everything goes well for you OP <3
I'm sorry to hear that some members have been right dickheads to you. Especially for something that you were born with.
* - Kosmos - Mar 21, 2016
I truly hope that Mahdy gets a second chance.
* - Jim Crow - Mar 21, 2016
you got fucking banned. Accept it, move on and don't waste your time buttlicking staff
* - Scymo - Mar 21, 2016
Hope to see you make a return soon.
* - Queen Cin - Mar 21, 2016
Dang, hope you get a second chance. I remember you
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