Mar 21, 2016 12:24 AM
Please read this all the way, because I need you to read it fully.
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This might be the biggest mistake I ever make, but This is Mahdy. Yes, Mahdy. I was on HF since 2012, never got banned, never scammed, never really made any enemies throughout my time. I got banned because I posted about my disease, my story - And it was a link to my blog, and only my blog. I was not donation begging, or at least, I truly did not see it that way. Viral dragon once made a thread at the time for his condition, and that's all I did. I never begged anyone for any donations, I truly never set it out to be - I just wanted everyone, outside my group, to understand why I was always away. I swear to god on everything, I NEVER asked anyone to donate. I never begged for any donations, I just wanted people to understand what my life has been like, other than telling me "Go shit blood".
Since my ban, and I mean EVER since, everyone I thought was my friend, turned their back on me. Hexicidal, who was one of my greatest friends; Stopped talking to me, when he knew the entire story. I tried and tried and tried to contact Omni through the contact us for over 8 months, begging to him to understand nothing was meant as donation begging - Because IT WAS NEVER THAT. All it was, was simply sharing my story, since the day I posted my thread, was the time I got diagnosed.
I just want a second chance. I never scammed anyone, I never fucked anyone over, I never got banned, I never started any drama, I just want to come back. Nothing was fake - It was all real, and because of one tiny thing, I wake up everyday to Skype requests from HF members and old friends saying: "Are you dead yet? Do you have cancer yet?" I even had someone order me fucking charming ultra soft toilet paper, as if people think this is some sort of a joke. Obviously, I made a mistake by posting the thread - I never meant anything from it, I removed it as asked, and never got anyone from HF to contribute. I just want a second chance at coming back because I never did anything truly wrong and I just want to come to the one place I felt was home.
Omni- I was sorry I never got the chance to get to tell you that it was all a mistake, because it was. But I promise you, if I knew it was being seen as donation begging, I would have deleted it right away. I spent 4 years on here, time, money, and trying to earn all respect, and when I finally got it, I was gone. I'm sorry I made it so confusing, I truly am. I never meant it to be like this - But I am please asking you; give me one more chance. There won't be any mention of my disease. I just want to come back to the little friends I still have.
Roger- Since you have me blocked on Skype, I couldn't say congratulations on your promotion. I saw it happening from the moment we started talking. I tried getting your Skype or this message to you from a few BH members I was cool with, but no one ever did: My ban got me pissed. Everything everyone was saying was humiliating enough, and I am so sorry for the pointless drama I caused between us. You were a great friend when I was in BH, supported me,and I am sorry.
I cannot mention the names of the few people who have been supporting me even though I got banned because they do not want any action taken against them, and I won't put them in risk. But please... It's been a very long time of constant emails, appeals, and everything else. I just want to be brought back - And given a second chance. I was never scammer. I was always someone that can be trusted. My middleman service - Everyone trusted me because they knew who I was.
I am asking for the second chance I never got - I am begging you guys, please read this and understand it was a stupid mistake. If I knew people were interrupting it was donation begging, I would have reworded everything and removed the link to my blog. THE ENTIRE THREAD was about explaining how hard it was and has been living with the disease and how much it's worsened. I truly believe everyone misinterpreted it in a different way. Some saw it the way it was written: Just a story of my life, and others thought it was a cry for attention. December 31st, 2010 is when I had my Colonscopy and figured out I was diagnosed with it and on that day, I made the thread - Just like on a specific day, Anon made a thread about his life. But nowhere in the thread did it have a link or anything of that sort to the campaign, NOTHING. There was nothing of that sort. Again, I am sorry the story of my disease and having a link in my signature to my blog got this whole thing a mess, but I NEVER intended it was donation begging. It was one person, who always hated me because I tried and tried to improve myself, and he made it out that way. I was never allowed to speak my voice, and I probably will be closed again, but please.. Please. Just give me another chance. Because I never ever needed a reason to be given one, I never messed up on here, always followed the rules until this ban.
Please believe my words when I say this: This entire thing has been a mistake - And all I want is Mahdy back, because when I wrote my thread, it was just explaining my story, explaining what it is, and everything. It was never an intent to get anyone to donate - Nor did I believe one person can make so many liesand make the world believe it was about donation begging. There wasn't even a campaign until I was banned and it was posted on my city facebook. I NEVER made my campaign here, I just had a link to my blog. Please.. If I knew it would take away the one place I felt like I actually belonged, actually had people who were alike me.. I would have never thrown it away for something so stupid. I am asking you -- And those who truly knew me, knew I was never hostile, angry, aggressive, or anything. I never scammed ANYONE, EVER, I reported everything that was wrong - I opened a MM service so people could stop getting scammed. All I wanted was for people to fully understand my disease - Nothing else.I keep going over it, and I don't see anything asking for donations. Once again, I am sorry people took it the wrong way. Omni, by the time you warned me and I tried correcting it, someone already banned me. I wasn't even given the chance to fix it and remove anything that hinted it.
I've taken enough abuse from people still on here, making a huge joke about this all - On top of the group chat that says "Mahdy's Cancer" and I was invited, trolled, and left it. Please, I just want to be back. I fought so hard, I tried so long to have Mahdy back... So, please. Accept this apology, bring Mahdy back to life, and I promise, I will never get banned again for anything: And the 900 rep I had, I will bring it back. Please. Just... Please.
Spoiler (Click to View)
This might be the biggest mistake I ever make, but This is Mahdy. Yes, Mahdy. I was on HF since 2012, never got banned, never scammed, never really made any enemies throughout my time. I got banned because I posted about my disease, my story - And it was a link to my blog, and only my blog. I was not donation begging, or at least, I truly did not see it that way. Viral dragon once made a thread at the time for his condition, and that's all I did. I never begged anyone for any donations, I truly never set it out to be - I just wanted everyone, outside my group, to understand why I was always away. I swear to god on everything, I NEVER asked anyone to donate. I never begged for any donations, I just wanted people to understand what my life has been like, other than telling me "Go shit blood".
Since my ban, and I mean EVER since, everyone I thought was my friend, turned their back on me. Hexicidal, who was one of my greatest friends; Stopped talking to me, when he knew the entire story. I tried and tried and tried to contact Omni through the contact us for over 8 months, begging to him to understand nothing was meant as donation begging - Because IT WAS NEVER THAT. All it was, was simply sharing my story, since the day I posted my thread, was the time I got diagnosed.
I just want a second chance. I never scammed anyone, I never fucked anyone over, I never got banned, I never started any drama, I just want to come back. Nothing was fake - It was all real, and because of one tiny thing, I wake up everyday to Skype requests from HF members and old friends saying: "Are you dead yet? Do you have cancer yet?" I even had someone order me fucking charming ultra soft toilet paper, as if people think this is some sort of a joke. Obviously, I made a mistake by posting the thread - I never meant anything from it, I removed it as asked, and never got anyone from HF to contribute. I just want a second chance at coming back because I never did anything truly wrong and I just want to come to the one place I felt was home.
Omni- I was sorry I never got the chance to get to tell you that it was all a mistake, because it was. But I promise you, if I knew it was being seen as donation begging, I would have deleted it right away. I spent 4 years on here, time, money, and trying to earn all respect, and when I finally got it, I was gone. I'm sorry I made it so confusing, I truly am. I never meant it to be like this - But I am please asking you; give me one more chance. There won't be any mention of my disease. I just want to come back to the little friends I still have.
Roger- Since you have me blocked on Skype, I couldn't say congratulations on your promotion. I saw it happening from the moment we started talking. I tried getting your Skype or this message to you from a few BH members I was cool with, but no one ever did: My ban got me pissed. Everything everyone was saying was humiliating enough, and I am so sorry for the pointless drama I caused between us. You were a great friend when I was in BH, supported me,and I am sorry.
I cannot mention the names of the few people who have been supporting me even though I got banned because they do not want any action taken against them, and I won't put them in risk. But please... It's been a very long time of constant emails, appeals, and everything else. I just want to be brought back - And given a second chance. I was never scammer. I was always someone that can be trusted. My middleman service - Everyone trusted me because they knew who I was.
I am asking for the second chance I never got - I am begging you guys, please read this and understand it was a stupid mistake. If I knew people were interrupting it was donation begging, I would have reworded everything and removed the link to my blog. THE ENTIRE THREAD was about explaining how hard it was and has been living with the disease and how much it's worsened. I truly believe everyone misinterpreted it in a different way. Some saw it the way it was written: Just a story of my life, and others thought it was a cry for attention. December 31st, 2010 is when I had my Colonscopy and figured out I was diagnosed with it and on that day, I made the thread - Just like on a specific day, Anon made a thread about his life. But nowhere in the thread did it have a link or anything of that sort to the campaign, NOTHING. There was nothing of that sort. Again, I am sorry the story of my disease and having a link in my signature to my blog got this whole thing a mess, but I NEVER intended it was donation begging. It was one person, who always hated me because I tried and tried to improve myself, and he made it out that way. I was never allowed to speak my voice, and I probably will be closed again, but please.. Please. Just give me another chance. Because I never ever needed a reason to be given one, I never messed up on here, always followed the rules until this ban.
Please believe my words when I say this: This entire thing has been a mistake - And all I want is Mahdy back, because when I wrote my thread, it was just explaining my story, explaining what it is, and everything. It was never an intent to get anyone to donate - Nor did I believe one person can make so many liesand make the world believe it was about donation begging. There wasn't even a campaign until I was banned and it was posted on my city facebook. I NEVER made my campaign here, I just had a link to my blog. Please.. If I knew it would take away the one place I felt like I actually belonged, actually had people who were alike me.. I would have never thrown it away for something so stupid. I am asking you -- And those who truly knew me, knew I was never hostile, angry, aggressive, or anything. I never scammed ANYONE, EVER, I reported everything that was wrong - I opened a MM service so people could stop getting scammed. All I wanted was for people to fully understand my disease - Nothing else.I keep going over it, and I don't see anything asking for donations. Once again, I am sorry people took it the wrong way. Omni, by the time you warned me and I tried correcting it, someone already banned me. I wasn't even given the chance to fix it and remove anything that hinted it.
I've taken enough abuse from people still on here, making a huge joke about this all - On top of the group chat that says "Mahdy's Cancer" and I was invited, trolled, and left it. Please, I just want to be back. I fought so hard, I tried so long to have Mahdy back... So, please. Accept this apology, bring Mahdy back to life, and I promise, I will never get banned again for anything: And the 900 rep I had, I will bring it back. Please. Just... Please.
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