[XwhoXamXiX]

Boredom can be a defense ...your mind doesn't want to deal with anger ...disappointment or hurt ...so you block emotions and feel bored of the person ... without going into your life in great depth there could be other factors ... good luck in your journey

[Neodraxis]

You'll find yourself somewhere down the line my friend.

[itsMeCherry]

but your jobs are so varied, are you enjoying them?

[Marketplace]

Sounds like you need a hobby with excitement. Try skydiving.