As the title says I am 15 and thinking of suicide, I just done see the point of life.I just can't do this anymore. I'm tired of life. everything is numb to me. life is just so dumb now.
When i was younger like 13 years old. People told me that i wasn't good enough to be in this world.
I'm sick of it. I want to fucking end this misery. This is just fucking awful.
I want to die.
I'm a loser.
Life's always worth living and you should be fortunate, there are others in the world with worse situations than you that aren't contemplating suicide in hopes of attention on a forum.
(Jun 23, 2014 03:24 AM)Talu Wrote: Suicide is a selfish act, think about your family and relatives, how would they feel? And suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Many people who contemplate suicide but change their minds, see their lives improving within weeks, and are glad they didn't commit suicide. Also, people will always insult you, some more harsh than others. You just have to be a man, and take it in one ear and out the other. Sometimes, you can even use that as motivation to help you improve as a person.
All in all, don't commit suicide please. I'm sure your life will improve very soon. no its a pernament solution to a pernament problem.Im a loser.My life is shit.
It's so incredibly complicated.
(Jun 23, 2014 03:29 AM)wellager Wrote: Because life is a unique opportunity. You don't know what's coming later.
Honestly that's the only thought keeping me alive, that if life is over it won't happen again. Seek change.
If things doesnt get better till september i will probably do it..
(Jun 23, 2014 03:30 AM)Hopsin Wrote: PM me for some help and provide me your full-story. I will glad to help you out since I've been at your place (like many people have).
Sorry it will take a lot of time writing everything to you.Actually im not in a good mood to replying to all
(Jun 23, 2014 03:34 AM)ZuGgY Wrote: Mate, I really don't think suicide is the answer here. Seek help.
Im serious if things doesnt get better till september i will do it..
I dont know.. this seems like a sketchy post, cant tell if youre being serious or not. Typically when people have suicidal thoughts they dont go on the internet and explain why they are doing it. Especially at your age.
However if this is a legit post and you're serious, you need to seek help from a doctor or a counselor. Suicide is nothing to ponder about, you either seek help or it takes over your mind and you will eventually do it. Its that simple, no reason to be sitting at a computer trying to get online help, you need to talk to someone face to face. You're only 15, you have no idea how challenging life becomes throughout highschool and into the real world, if you are thinking about doing it at this age.. it concerns me what will happen later in life if you dont get help.
Regards.
(Jun 23, 2014 04:25 AM)Amour Wrote: I dont know.. this seems like a sketchy post, cant tell if youre being serious or not. Typically when people have suicidal thoughts they dont go on the internet and explain why they are doing it. Especially at your age.
However if this is a legit post and you're serious, you need to seek help from a doctor or a counselor. Suicide is nothing to ponder about, you either seek help or it takes over your mind and you will eventually do it. Its that simple, no reason to be sitting at a computer trying to get online help, you need to talk to someone face to face. You're only 15, you have no idea how challenging life becomes throughout highschool and into the real world, if you are thinking about doing it at this age.. it concerns me what will happen later in life if you dont get help.
Regards.
I dont want to talk to someone in real life. Thats why i posted it in a online forum.Also im not allowed to go to a therapist they need either allowance from my father(he doesnt want me to go there) or me beign 18
(Jun 23, 2014 04:48 AM)Mentalist Wrote: Your father is a retard. Why the fuck wouldn't he allow you to go to therapist?
Read few books about life and your (concious/subconcious) mind if you don't want to kill yourself but you'll probably just ignore this advice.
Well i dont think he is retarted he is just outminded.. thats how i would call him
What exactly is going on with you? I mean you obviously have some sort of electronic device and internet connection. So im doubting your dirt poor on the streets trying to survive.
I dont know what the average 15 year old is going through, but my younger brother who is your age...most ive seen him stress about is a few standardized tests and thats just because hes stupid.
How much reason to life are you looking for when youre at the point of your life where the glory of it is that you dont have much responsibility?
(Jun 23, 2014 04:51 AM)Mentalist Wrote: Read the above post again, just updated it. Everything in there was posted from experience. Just don't end up as a drug dealer like I did after you get addicted to money.
Yes thats what i want to do. become a drug dealer.. how do u know lol
(Jun 23, 2014 04:45 AM)GreekSkunk Wrote: I dont want to talk to someone in real life. Thats why i posted it in a online forum.Also im not allowed to go to a therapist they need either allowance from my father(he doesnt want me to go there) or me beign 18
Then I have no other assumption other than saying this is a troll thread, and if it truly is, this is pathetic. Your father would not turn down help for his child I can guarantee that. Not to mention if youre able to post something as serious as suicide online, you should sure as hell be able to talk with someone in real life. This is such a chidlish post and I'm not amused at all considering I tried to help you.
Looking at your responses from previous users trying to genuinely help you, and you being childish and coming up with excuses as to why their advice wouldnt help is completely and utterly pathetic.
This is either you trying to gain something here on the forum (rep, attention, etc.) Or just your poor 15 year old humor trying to get a laugh and see how many responses this thread can get.
Lol, at this point in life, when others tell you you're not good enough, it's time to prove them wrong. Show them that you're better than they are, prove them wrong.
If you aren't willing to do that, well, they are right that you aren't good enough, sadly... So get your ass up and take their words as motivation for proving them wrong and kicking their ass.
People who are telling you that suicide doesn't solve anything are wrong because they have never really tried it, and therefore they have no right to say it doesn't solve anything. If you try hard enough to kill youself, in your eyes, You solved your problem. Good bye.
(Jun 23, 2014 05:16 AM)Mentalist Wrote: People with suicidal thoughts are usually highly unsociable. Some people have weird parents that find therapists annoying and think that their child would become weaker due to visits there (or he's just trying to protect him from something that happened when he was a child). Nontheless, the amount of attention whore threads vs. serious suicidal threads is a lot higher, so I understand what you're talking about.
Ive been through Bipolar Depression, Im not highly unsociable at all? I just put a fake smile on my face, and use my money to cheer me up, Now I'm fine, but within a week ill be depressed again its gay like that.
(Jun 23, 2014 05:16 AM)Mentalist Wrote: People with suicidal thoughts are usually highly unsociable. Some people have weird parents that find therapists annoying and think that their child would become weaker due to visits there (or he's just trying to protect him from something that happened when he was a child). Nontheless, the amount of attention whore threads vs. serious suicidal threads is a lot higher, so I understand what you're talking about.
Yes I realize, and I took this into account upon making the response, however I have been in the same situation as OP, but replying the way he did just does not seem legit or a reasonable cause for not seeking help.
Lol OP
I'm also slightly suicidal right now too.
My upbringing had pretty much nothing to do why I feel this way, but to my impossible future.
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