[Slot‌‌h]

Well kill yourself, I don't care if you do it or not. If you don't do it, fuck off this forum. I don't like attention whores.

[GreekSkunk]

I dont know.. this seems like a sketchy post, cant tell if youre being serious or not. Typically when people have suicidal thoughts they dont go on the internet and explain why they are doing it. Especially at your age.

However if this is a legit post and you're serious, you need to seek help from a doctor or a counselor. Suicide is nothing to ponder about, you either seek help or it takes over your mind and you will eventually do it. Its that simple, no reason to be sitting at a computer trying to get online help, you need to talk to someone face to face. You're only 15, you have no idea how challenging life becomes throughout highschool and into the real world, if you are thinking about doing it at this age.. it concerns me what will happen later in life if you dont get help.

Regards.

I dont want to talk to someone in real life. Thats why i posted it in a online forum.Also im not allowed to go to a therapist they need either allowance from my father(he doesnt want me to go there) or me beign 18

[Slot‌‌h]

I dont want to talk to someone in real life. Thats why i posted it in a online forum.Also im not allowed to go to a therapist they need either allowance from my father(he doesnt want me to go there) or me beign 18

Your father is a retard. Why the fuck wouldn't he allow you to go to therapist?

Read few books about life and your (concious/subconcious) mind if you don't want to kill yourself but you'll probably just ignore this advice. Start going outside more, smoke some weed, be with friends (or get new friends if you have none), stop being the nerdy ass kid and rather use the nerdyness in your advantage to beat other people the fuck up.

Eat a lot of protein, build your muscles, start doing sports and start going to gym. Your life will change within 1 year. During that one year you could try taking some antidepressants or antipsychotics.

[GreekSkunk]

Your father is a retard. Why the fuck wouldn't he allow you to go to therapist?

Read few books about life and your (concious/subconcious) mind if you don't want to kill yourself but you'll probably just ignore this advice.

Well i dont think he is retarted he is just outminded.. thats how i would call him

[Shenanigans™]

What exactly is going on with you? I mean you obviously have some sort of electronic device and internet connection. So im doubting your dirt poor on the streets trying to survive.
I dont know what the average 15 year old is going through, but my younger brother who is your age...most ive seen him stress about is a few standardized tests and thats just because hes stupid.

How much reason to life are you looking for when youre at the point of your life where the glory of it is that you dont have much responsibility?

[Slot‌‌h]

Well i dont think he is retarted he is just outminded.. thats how i would call him

Read the above post again, just updated it. Everything in there was posted from experience. Just don't end up as a drug dealer like I did after you get addicted to money.

[GreekSkunk]

Read the above post again, just updated it. Everything in there was posted from experience. Just don't end up as a drug dealer like I did after you get addicted to money.

Yes thats what i want to do. become a drug dealer.. how do u know lol

[Slot‌‌h]

Yes thats what i want to do. become a drug dealer.. how do u know lol

It's only possible if you have no feelings for others and are ready to do unbelieveable things to people that don't pay you back. But small time dealers don't really need to do such things (selling weed for example). If you constantly have tons of drugs on you, than you need protection and couple of buddies.

Getting caught is part of the deal. Eventually you end up on probation but you can still sell during that time. It's just fucked up as you have to stay sober.

[Tokyo ‌]

I dont want to talk to someone in real life. Thats why i posted it in a online forum.Also im not allowed to go to a therapist they need either allowance from my father(he doesnt want me to go there) or me beign 18

Then I have no other assumption other than saying this is a troll thread, and if it truly is, this is pathetic. Your father would not turn down help for his child I can guarantee that. Not to mention if youre able to post something as serious as suicide online, you should sure as hell be able to talk with someone in real life. This is such a chidlish post and I'm not amused at all considering I tried to help you.

Looking at your responses from previous users trying to genuinely help you, and you being childish and coming up with excuses as to why their advice wouldnt help is completely and utterly pathetic.

This is either you trying to gain something here on the forum (rep, attention, etc.) Or just your poor 15 year old humor trying to get a laugh and see how many responses this thread can get.

[Levi]

just do it then; this world doesn't need any more weak liabilities.

[accountcanberemoved]

Lol, at this point in life, when others tell you you're not good enough, it's time to prove them wrong. Show them that you're better than they are, prove them wrong.
If you aren't willing to do that, well, they are right that you aren't good enough, sadly... So get your ass up and take their words as motivation for proving them wrong and kicking their ass.

[Slot‌‌h]

Then I have no other assumption other than saying this is a troll thread, and if it truly is, this is pathetic. Your father would not turn down help for his child I can guarantee that. Not to mention if youre able to post something as serious as suicide online, you should sure as hell be able to talk with someone in real life. This is such a chidlish post and I'm not amused at all considering I tried to help you.

Looking at your responses from previous users trying to genuinely help you, and you being childish and coming up with excuses as to why their advice wouldnt help is completely and utterly pathetic.

This is either you trying to gain something here on the forum (rep, attention, etc.) Or just your poor 15 year old humor trying to get a laugh and see how many responses this thread can get.

People with suicidal thoughts are usually highly unsociable. Some people have weird parents that find therapists annoying and think that their child would become weaker due to visits there (or he's just trying to protect him from something that happened when he was a child). Nontheless, the amount of attention whore threads vs. serious suicidal threads is a lot higher, so I understand what you're talking about.

[Depressed]

People who are telling you that suicide doesn't solve anything are wrong because they have never really tried it, and therefore they have no right to say it doesn't solve anything. If you try hard enough to kill youself, in your eyes, You solved your problem. Good bye.

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People with suicidal thoughts are usually highly unsociable. Some people have weird parents that find therapists annoying and think that their child would become weaker due to visits there (or he's just trying to protect him from something that happened when he was a child). Nontheless, the amount of attention whore threads vs. serious suicidal threads is a lot higher, so I understand what you're talking about.

Ive been through Bipolar Depression, Im not highly unsociable at all? I just put a fake smile on my face, and use my money to cheer me up, Now I'm fine, but within a week ill be depressed again its gay like that.

[Tokyo ‌]

People with suicidal thoughts are usually highly unsociable. Some people have weird parents that find therapists annoying and think that their child would become weaker due to visits there (or he's just trying to protect him from something that happened when he was a child). Nontheless, the amount of attention whore threads vs. serious suicidal threads is a lot higher, so I understand what you're talking about.

Yes I realize, and I took this into account upon making the response, however I have been in the same situation as OP, but replying the way he did just does not seem legit or a reasonable cause for not seeking help.

[Dex‌]

Lol OP

I'm also slightly suicidal right now too.
My upbringing had pretty much nothing to do why I feel this way, but to my impossible future.