[deltaone]

real talk now hear me out.

i think having aids would help a lot to get successful in life.

because if i had aids i would finally have a real excuse of why not to go to college since it will never make me successful and i can finally start doing what i am passionate about.

i would be aware that my time is gonna be short so i'd spend it as best as i can doing only what i love to do and not go through college depressed just for a degree because my parents want me to have a degree.

i'm in computer science.

i think living a short fulfilled and happy life is much better than living a long unfulfilled depressed life.

i was thinking to just go out and fuck some girls raw.

if i get aids from that i would be actually happy because i'd spend the next few years of my short life by only doing what i love to do. and besides i wouldn't be mad because it was from a girl.

and if this kills me after all the hard shit i've gone through in this life, at least i will die happy.

so yes fucking girls raw would give me the first half of life fulfillment and getting a disease from that would force me to commit the rest of my life towards the second half of my life fulfillment, thus i'd live a happy and 100% fulfilled life no matter what happens.

if i die from aids and fulfill the second half of my life purpose, at least i'd help hundreds/thousands/millions of people for what i created before leaving this planet, especially by doing what i was passionate about.

if i die from aids and don't fulfill the second half of my purpose, i'd still be happy because i fulfilled 50%. so it's basically a win-win for me.

instead of sacrificing my time of being with girls and doing my passion, all for college, i was thinking to unite the last two into one and forget college.

already wasted 2.5 years of life on college. as my good friend on this forum told me "if i've cut off my 1st arm why not cut off the 2nd arm?" <=> "if i've wasted 2 years of my life on college why not waste 2 more?". been thinking a lot about this.

yes i would rather die in 5 years for what i love to do than cuckold myself through college and 9-5 jobs for over 50 years.

[Pow3r]

I don't think you have enough life experience yet OP to know just how fucked up this sounds... You make a mild, semi valid point, I think, in parts but fuck me you went overkill. Chill the fuck out and order your life better man, for your own sake. Also - Inb4 someone says this thread gave them it ;)

[Mikutype]

So you can do same an aids patient can do but you want to have aids because you would have less opportunities, less energy, less thoughts, more pain, more hatred towards you for no reason than the aids...

Silly idea.

[Ram]

I don't think you have enough life experience yet OP to know just how fucked up this sounds... You make a mild, semi valid point, I think, in parts but fuck me you went overkill. Chill the fuck out and order your life better man, for your own sake. Also - Inb4 someone says this thread gave them it  ;)

YEp OP doesnt know what the fk he is saying lol instead of being lazy just start soemthing you dont need excuses to be better rofl

[flavoral]

This thread gave me Aids.

You should be studying for your finals right now instead of making excuses for failing your course.

[Pow3r]

This thread gave me Aids.

You should be studying for your finals right now instead of making excuses for failing your course.

Ha! I knew it 🤣

[RAT]

Glad that AIDS is illegal in my country, 10 years of jailtime if you have AIDS.

[Pyro]

TLDR

Why would anyone mentally healthy imagine himself having aids

[mod]

hackforums philosophy to a t

[deltaone]

I don't think you have enough life experience yet OP to know just how fucked up this sounds... You make a mild, semi valid point, I think, in parts but fuck me you went overkill. Chill the fuck out and order your life better man, for your own sake. Also - Inb4 someone says this thread gave them it  ;)

bro the more i think about this the more i realize it is a perfect idea. first of all it wouldn't be suicide because a disease would kill me. i won't have to bother with suicide anymore knowing i will finally die anyway soon but i'll die by fighting for what i loved to do.

So you can do same an aids patient can do but you want to have aids because you would have less opportunities, less energy, less thoughts, more pain, more hatred towards you for no reason than the aids...

Silly idea.

i will be happy knowing i died fighting for what i loved to do.

TLDR

Why would anyone mentally healthy imagine himself having aids

i was mentally healthy before i started college.

[Mikutype]

bro the more i think about this the more i realize it is a perfect idea. first of all it wouldn't be suicide because a disease would kill me. i won't have to bother with suicide anymore knowing i will finally die anyway soon but i'll die by fighting for what i loved to do.


i will be happy knowing i died fighting for what i loved to do.


i was mentally healthy before i started college.

People are aids so why don´t you battle them already ? 🤝 🤝 🤝 🤝

[oRequiem]

Ha! I knew it  🤣

I was about to call it too 🤣

[PerfectStorm]

Life without AIDS is doing me fine. Not convinced.

[SwimmingPool]

I think OP is pretty dumb.

My roommate has HIV. There are drugs out now that let you live a full and happy life. They even can prevent the spread of it.

[Louis]

Nigga aids isn't deadly anymore.