[Eden]

So...
A couple of years ago I was extremely Suicidal. I tried to Strangle Myself amongst other attempts... as I was passing out to the cord around my neck I got scared it was my last moments and right before passing out I untied it.

I then decided I didn't have enough guts to kill myself so I tried to kill myself with Alchohol Poisoning and Drug induced Liver Failure.

On Google it said 3,500 mg of Tylonel all at once would kill you. That adds up to be 15 Pills. I took 18 to be safe. I FELT HIGH FOR 3 DAYS and then I recovered.

Now... I want to live, but everytime I'm up for a night my heart rate skyrockets to the point where I go deaf with ringing in my ears for 7 seconds. Everytine I drink I feel like I have the Flu for 2-3 Days Later.

And I've been smoking all my life with Asthma.

I'm an Organ Donor... but I don't have too much left to give....

I know why I was Suicidal, but I wish I finished it quick rather than leaving scars on my Organs

Sorry if this is the wrong place for this.
The funny thing is, no one EVER found out I was trying to kill myself.

I guess that's a Plus...

Once again. Sorry for the Emo Trip

[Malthemar]

Have you sought help for your mental problems, my friend?

[Vibe]

You should go to the drs, what kind of pills you take? Just otc Tylenol? Or like Tylenol codeine

[Eden]

Have you sought help for your mental problems, my friend?

I haven't admitted to feeling Suicidal back then, but I was in a mental hospital for 2 years when I did it.

You should go to the drs, what kind of pills you take? Just otc Tylenol? Or like Tylenol codeine

Over the Counter Tylenol

[Fortunate]

Just go to the doc man, these are some serious problems you shouldn't be asking around HF because we can't really help you. Get a professional to tell you the truth.