Nov 19, 2021 11:54 PM
(This post was last modified: Nov 19, 2021 11:54 PM by Creativo.)
I hate to make a post like this because in the past Ive always said people like this have no balls...
Well I have come to an agrement with myself that I do not enjoy my life, I hate waking up everyday, Every single day is a struggle and I got nothing to look forward to, I know I may seem like an attention whore but thats not it, Suicide seems very real to me and I dont even see it as something bad, Im at the point where Ive made my choice but Im looking for ways to say goodbye that wont hurt the people I love, and I dont know what to say but the fact that I Dont enjoy absolutly anything about being awake.
Suicide seems so real and so close to happening like there is no stopping it, and I am anxious to meet that fate and face it and forever take a brake from all this, Does this seem crazy or am I finallly realizing that I have control over how I die rather than waiting for a surprise from destiny?
It’s the full moon. You’ll go back to feeling normal. It’s okay to feel this way everyone does. You just need to stick to the path and work hard and you’ll find happiness or/and love. You got this and I’m here for you.
Whatever it is you're thinking Creativo , please please please keep in mind that what you're thinking about is the permanent solution to a temporary problem. I promise you on the temporary part.
Just please know you have people that love you even if you don't realize it. You have such a long life to live ahead of you, don't walk out on it before it has a chance to show itself to you.. 🖤
Message me any time man, please.
bugga told me I'm a cutie
(Nov 19, 2021 11:54 PM)Creativo Wrote: I know I may seem like an attention whore but thats not it
Nobody will ever think that of you at any point in your life. If someone says that to you: They are trying to be mean and nothing else; they are probably expressing an internal hatred of themselves and are concealing it.
The infamous quote: "Suicide is a permenant solution to a temporary problem."
Whether you write a sad letter, yell into a pillow, hit a tree or even talk to someone (even yourself): Any of those things are better than harming yourself. Your emotions can play a powerful role in how you behave and what we always forget is that during the moment: Your emotions will not stay as they are forever (temporary state).
I know how you feel man. I've been there many, many times.
I have been depressed since I was 14-15 and I am 30 now. I know how tough life can be. Life fucking blows most of the time.
Hang in there. That is what I am doing and it seems to be working, even if it is thread of hope.
Though it's cold and lonely in the deep dark night.
I can see paradise by the dashboard light.
Though it's cold and lonely in the deep dark night.
Paradise by the dashboard light.
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Bro this world is so beautiful, i don't know why you want to end your life. I mean suicide is never an answer, think of the people who are disabled, mentally retarded, poor and crazy but they will never choose death and live their life accepting however it is.
Come to south east Asia, children don't have clothes to wear when it's cold outside, don't have shoes in their feet, don't have food to eat! They are not committing suicide and i'm 100% sure you have so many more reasons to live as compared to them.
Ask them if they will end their life, answer will always be NO !
Trust me brother there is nothing in life worth taking your own life. Unless you're a child molester...
It may not seem like it right now, but the world is HUGE and you can go anywhere in it that you want.
(Jul 12, 2023 04:49 AM)-Scrub Wrote: i fucked my friend in the ass while he sucked off his friend and then switched and then my friend fucked his friend in the ass and i fucked my friends friend in the ass and we all cummed on my friends friend..
Suicide is never the answer, don’t give up when there’s so many things left to explore and learn. You’re in control of the direction you go in life, although it probably doesn’t feel like that right now. You got this bud, if you ever want to talk my pm’s are open.
We are all here for you! We all go through trials and tribulations but we’ll get through it!
Don't give up try to find ways out of it, consult a good therapist who can assist you. Wish you the best.
It sucks. You know it we know it. And you know what its going to be like that tomorrow still. But what you can do is work towards something that can drag you out of the hole you're in. Make a big life change. If its your job apply for a new job and see where it takes you. If you need someone to talk to lmk.
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Reach out to your doctor please, life might seem very bleak atm. They can help you trust me, they don't judge whatever place your coming from.
(Nov 19, 2021 11:54 PM)Creativo Wrote: I hate to make a post like this because in the past Ive always said people like this have no balls...
Well I have come to an agrement with myself that I do not enjoy my life, I hate waking up everyday, Every single day is a struggle and I got nothing to look forward to, I know I may seem like an attention whore but thats not it, Suicide seems very real to me and I dont even see it as something bad, Im at the point where Ive made my choice but Im looking for ways to say goodbye that wont hurt the people I love, and I dont know what to say but the fact that I Dont enjoy absolutly anything about being awake.
Suicide seems so real and so close to happening like there is no stopping it, and I am anxious to meet that fate and face it and forever take a brake from all this, Does this seem crazy or am I finallly realizing that I have control over how I die rather than waiting for a surprise from destiny?
I advise getting professional therapy.
helped me in a similar situation. also they can offer real world programs to help that we can't here.
We all have been there at least once in our life, some more than once. Hang in there buddy, give your brain some time to start producing those chemicals again, which will make you say suicide is for pussies again. Eat right and workout regularly start right away after reading this. I know everyone gives this workout advice. That shit works tho.
Just lift some weights like a real man and you'll be back in shape in no time you can do it
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