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(Jan 3, 2022 09:47 AM)2xTheTap115 Wrote:  Man ... it's your fault that you have no purpose in life. Plus, just because you can't see a target doesn't mean it doesn't exist. You have to set goals yourself and then strive to achieve them. I'll give you one piece of good advice. Instead of wondering and crying that life is meaningless, make it meaningless at last. Learn, search and develop your passions and exceed your own limits. You'll see, thank you sometime...
Now hold on, keep your head up and forward😈✌

Everything you just said would be completely pointless, pretty much a non-pst for somebody who struggles with clinical depression.
I am not sure that he does but saying "do something about it" in just more words is saying absolutely nothing.

To OP:
You need to find something that makes you want to live. Right now you live in the void, you live in the state between where you don't want to live nor die. You want to exist but your existence is filled with misery and pain. You need to find something that gives you purpose. If you don't you are shit out of luck and will either keep living in pain or end it. There is no sugar coating but that is basically how it is. And when I say you have to find it then I mean it. There are no goals to set, no peaks to achieve, you need luck on your side.

I have been diagnosed with severe ADHD and depression and have lived with depression since a very young age. I have not accomplished anything in life, mainly because I believe there is no point accomplishing anything if you can just die the next day. A driver or just a person next to me might decide that I shouldn't live anymore. My heart out of nowhere could decide that it's not my time to live anymore. I do my job, come home and smoke weed to feel better every day.

I have found what makes my life worth living, I have found the source of my happiness. The only problem is that it is not in the cards for me right now so I can keep on living in pain every day. Smoking weed helps me a lot, the feeling of high cannabis gives me makes me numb to this mental torture for a period of time.
(Jan 3, 2022 12:29 PM)IamNyan Wrote:  Everything you just said would be completely pointless, pretty much a non-pst for somebody who struggles with clinical depression.
I am not sure that he does but saying "do something about it" in just more words is saying absolutely nothing.

To OP:
You need to find something that makes you want to live. Right now you live in the void, you live in the state between where you don't want to live nor die. You want to exist but your existence is filled with misery and pain. You need to find something that gives you purpose. If you don't you are shit out of luck and will either keep living in pain or end it. There is no sugar coating but that is basically how it is. And when I say you have to find it then I mean it. There are no goals to set, no peaks to achieve, you need luck on your side.

I have been diagnosed with severe ADHD and depression and have lived with depression since a very young age. I have not accomplished anything in life, mainly because I believe there is no point accomplishing anything if you can just die the next day. A driver or just a person next to me might decide that I shouldn't live anymore. My heart out of nowhere could decide that it's not my time to live anymore. I do my job, come home and smoke weed to feel better every day.

I have found what makes my life worth living, I have found the source of my happiness. The only problem is that it is not in the cards for me right now so I can keep on living in pain every day. Smoking weed helps me a lot, the feeling of high cannabis gives me makes me numb to this mental torture for a period of time.

I’m not OP but I appreciate you for taking your time and explaining a lot tbh.. I started smoking weed in April, it honestly helps me strive for more, eat healthier, spend more time with my family, just everything is better because of weed while I’m fighting my demons. If you or anybody ever needs somebody to chop it up with, hit me up!
(Jan 4, 2022 10:09 AM)Sunniebeta Wrote:  I’m not OP but I appreciate you for taking your time and explaining a lot tbh.. I started smoking weed in April, it honestly helps me strive for more, eat healthier, spend more time with my family, just everything is better because of weed while I’m fighting my demons. If you or anybody ever needs somebody to chop it up with, hit me up!

What’s your telegram bro I needa talk.
(Jan 3, 2022 09:14 AM)AlExAnDer4pl7 Wrote:  My ex cheats on my in my face, I don’t have a Job. I’m running out of time with my grandma.. my family is fighting eachother..

1. Move on from your whore and get another one
2. Don’t need a job, just find a way to make money
3. That’s life, just enjoy what you have left with grandma
4. Families suck, all you need are good friends



Meditate, eat right, get some sun. Be the alpha you are meant to be.
(Jan 3, 2022 12:29 PM)IamNyan Wrote:  Everything you just said would be completely pointless, pretty much a non-pst for somebody who struggles with clinical depression.
I am not sure that he does but saying "do something about it" in just more words is saying absolutely nothing.

You know ... you are just talking to someone who has been struggling with depression since childhood. For years I felt sorry for myself, cried, took high drugs, drank and ruined my life. And so it went by and I finally realized, "What are you actually doing man." Life is like a coin, it always has two sides, and YOU choose the side of it. I know it is hard to see through the disease which is depression and I do not deny that the person suffering from it is hard with himself. However, no one will tell me that it cannot be overcome ... You just have to stop feeling sorry and start acting. And yes, I know, it's easy to say, it's harder to do ... However, I made it, so others can do it too. I am in no way better than the others. It is only willpower because, as I said before, each of us chooses the side of the coin called life...

And now I'd love to hear what you want to tell me about it, buddy✌
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Gues this is for real now. I got rep fucked on top of that… I’m honestly giving up
(Jan 4, 2022 12:07 PM)AlExAnDer4pl7 Wrote:  Gues this is for real now. I got rep fucked on top of that… I’m honestly giving up

I wonder why...

https://hackforums.net/showthread.php?tid=6187670
(Jan 3, 2022 09:03 AM)AlExAnDer4pl7 Wrote:  Looks like I’m not ready to be anything and have no purpose…

I feel you but remember that birth itself is a purpose.
You have a purpose. Please talk to someone about it, and those thoughts are not normal. Everyone has a place in this world.
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Hope your doing fine man
(Jan 4, 2022 10:29 AM)AlExAnDer4pl7 Wrote:  What’s your telegram bro I needa talk.

Dm me on HF bro!
hey don't say that, we're all good for something


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