[shittestmutant]

hi everyone we all did some bad stuff when we was young and When I was very young my grandma had a heart attack and unfortunately she passed away and it destroyed me I was very young at the time and I found my grandma's credit card I used it to buy myself a runescape membership I never told my mum it was me they thought someone had just hacked into her account Now am older I realise that this was very horrible of me and I feel guilty and sad at the same time I wish I could go back and tell her I was really sorry Now that am in college I have managed to cope with this however it completely messed me up and destroyed my heart on the day of college I was walking in town and because every since that day I was very sad some kid said to me my hair looks dumb and I hit him Infront of everyone in town I just couldn't deal with any shit no matter if I don't know the person if something really bad happens I switch to a horrible person and idc how old big they are I will just hit them because I cannot deal with that shit I have been feeling guilty ever since I feel guilty that I used my dead grandma's credit card aswell as sad but I know what I did was wrong now that am 19 I still cant forgive myself for what I did and to the kid I hit sorry aswell 😭

TLDR: I used my dead grandma's credit card should I feel guilty or sad?

[Seifer]

You shouldn't feel guilty for something you did as a kid, especially over a runescape membership, everyone did stupid things as a kid.

[#Doge]

Yeah, if it helps op, I once gave some peeps CC details in a phising site because I thought I won 30K usd from youtube which zeroed the account. Don't feel bad, gramma probably happy she get to buy you something even after she passed.

[murrayk8]

no you shouldn't feel bad your grandma probably knew you loved her deep inside and you was really young so don't worry about it :)

[Ewann]

Maybe she wanted to buy you a thing that makes you happy and that thing was runescape. :)