I just wanted to share something on my mind.
I'm no depressed or smth but I feel so detached of reality like I can't live a normal life . I'm no crazy but I feel crazy inside , I feel I can scream like ceazy at someone ,I feel I can beat someone to death with histeric lough . What worries me the most is that I don't care about myself too , my health my organs ; like I feel like I need to dent something in my (hurt myself in someway) to bring some sort of superpower .I would lay naked under the rain and just talk to god.My perception of life just feels different and I'm not saying that to brag or anything. What is most vivid to me is that when I drive a car I feel like I would just crash into something just for fun ,,,I know this resembels to when you are at some hight place and you have that suddent thougt that you would jump (I know most of you guys know that feeling) ..just something I want to share with you in hope you give me your thoughts.
I'm no depressed or smth but I feel so detached of reality like I can't live a normal life . I'm no crazy but I feel crazy inside , I feel I can scream like ceazy at someone ,I feel I can beat someone to death with histeric lough . What worries me the most is that I don't care about myself too , my health my organs ; like I feel like I need to dent something in my (hurt myself in someway) to bring some sort of superpower .I would lay naked under the rain and just talk to god.My perception of life just feels different and I'm not saying that to brag or anything. What is most vivid to me is that when I drive a car I feel like I would just crash into something just for fun ,,,I know this resembels to when you are at some hight place and you have that suddent thougt that you would jump (I know most of you guys know that feeling) ..just something I want to share with you in hope you give me your thoughts.






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