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Extreme anger, sadness, and anxiety

I am really mad right now. A couple months ago some dude sold me a pair of sneakers no box, I paid my mom cash $500 and used her card to buy them They were missing the tag and my mom wont let me refund because she said she doesnt want to chargeback her card. Dude lives in China and said I need to pay for shipping back and have a 50%+ chance of it being seized and he wont refund it if its seized. I am super mad. I spent all my money I had left on CSGO I was so sad. I have nobody in my life. Im literally sitting at home doing nothing with my life broke as fuck. Im so pissed and sad. I cant cry or anything I am numb. I lost $500 on some shoes that nobody wants to buy from me even though theyre authentic. I got my multi repped grailed account banned because no tag shoes arent allowed.

I want to do something with my life.
All we have to do is decide what to do with the time that is given to us.
Why spend $500 on shoes if you are broke as fuck? I am curious
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(Sep 10, 2019 10:06 PM)BTC Wrote:  Why spend $500 on shoes if you are broke as fugg? I am curious

Got $500, thought they were an easy flip for $200 profit. Dude didnt tell me tags werent there.
All we have to do is decide what to do with the time that is given to us.
I get how you feel but seriously 500 bucks on shoes? I am not passing too much judgement but you should really think about that. Being broke well get yourself a job, a legit one there are jobs out there that you can make okay money, you don't have to be broke take a chance and leave your state/country if you don't have opportunities in your area.
You can give your life purpose man. It has to be something that YOU enjoy. I know this sounds vague and generic, but I think that each person can have a fulfilled life no matter the amount of money or fame they have.

As far as the feelings of anger, sadness and anxiety go -- I feel ya man. I struggle with those almost every day. You gotta keep your mind occupied on something other than what is upsetting you. In this case, it seems like the shoe issue is upsetting you, try your best to keep your mind off of it. Know that what happened in the past already happened - there is not point getting upset over something you cannot change.

I highly recommend you reading this book - https://www.amazon.com/Power-Now-Guide-Spiritual-Enlightenment/dp/1577314808
What are the sneakers though?
Maybe I can help you resell them.
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the f*ck am I reading right now? You are sad about some shoes? Dude there are bigger things in life. If you are sad and broke then use this as motivation to get the fuck up and go do some shit with your life. Get a job build a career start a business find some hobbies besides dumb ass sneakers..
(Sep 13, 2019 08:04 AM)AYMG Wrote:  What are the sneakers though?
Maybe I can help you resell them.

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(Sep 13, 2019 08:08 AM)Popstar Wrote:  the f*ck am I reading right now? You are sad about some shoes? Dude there are bigger things in life. If you are sad and broke then use this as motivation to get the fugg up and go do some Clay Davis with your life. Get a job build a career start a business find some hobbies besides dumb ass sneakers..

I agree with this. I really sat down and calmed down. I am going to get a job and then pursure ecommerce. I have much past experience and a good friend with well over 10k/day revenue.
All we have to do is decide what to do with the time that is given to us.
(Sep 13, 2019 05:55 PM)Rock™ Wrote:  Yeezy Boost 230 V2 Black Reflective



I agree with this. I really sat down and calmed down. I am going to get a job and then pursure ecommerce. I have much past experience and a good friend with well over 10k/day revenue.

Fuck money. Do something you love.
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Your first mistake was buying from someone located in China.
Sorry for your loss though :/
(Sep 13, 2019 05:55 PM)Rock™ Wrote:  Yeezy Boost 230 V2 Black Reflective



I agree with this. I really sat down and calmed down. I am going to get a job and then pursure ecommerce. I have much past experience and a good friend with well over 10k/day revenue.

sorry if i came off as rude but sometimes you need it to be put bluntly to gain some perspective. bounce back bro you got this
(Sep 13, 2019 05:55 PM)Rock™ Wrote:  Yeezy Boost 230 V2 Black Reflective



I agree with this. I really sat down and calmed down. I am going to get a job and then pursure ecommerce. I have much past experience and a good friend with well over 10k/day revenue.

Are you serious? You can't sell them? Dude... You probably meant 350* if they are authentic you can sell them easily for a lot...
Add me to discord please so I can help you.
Discord: ay_mg#3745
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Life is never going to be okay, there will be always something else you will worry about, good luck.
It's alright OP I was trapping for a couple years but blowing thru my money on drugs and other stuipid shit and never was able to save a dime.
Then I stopped taking perks and started managing my money better; After 3months I had 1k saves up so I bought a Bike (2019 SE marshawn lynch Beatmode) for $900. Then i ended up putting a good $500 into it, the bike was fucking awesome man (Looking for pic)
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Too fkin nastyyy: (in between two poles ;D)
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So I went to NY to chill with a girl from [BRAND NAME REMOVED]. It all went wrong when I bought my tickets and the train wouldn't let me on because "rush hour" like alright. So i ended up sneaking on the train and got kicked off at the next stop. So while I was sitting at the next stop I asked some dude if he had some perks, and of course the devil came into play, and he said "no but I got some xans"... (I've had a serious problem with xans)
So i ended up buying 3 bars and instantly took all three.
Skiping to where I finally was in NY for a couple hours and was looking for perks again (still off the xans). I met some dude was chilling with him for a while and got my bike stolen.

So OP this is one of the many kick in the balls I've had n my life. Keep your head up and keep pushing cause life doesn't stop for nobody

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Dude I lost everything in life. Spent over 30 grand on drugs, ended up being psychotic and finally after 5 years of pain and shit that I'm not prepared to talk about returning to a brand new reborn me with major street knowledge. Everything happens for a reason. At least you're not in a mental institute like I was for 8 months.


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