Sooo even without the coke I never ever go to bed at night time. I prefer being awake at night. But for the last 4 days I have not got in bed or went to sleep… I have not slept once… the weird thing is I feel oddly refreshed, I took a shower like 6 hours ago and it still feels like I’m fresh out the shower. But my daughters daycare was closed all week so I’ll get stuck on my pc down some rabbit hole and before I know it she’s here. Then I have to watch and take care of her all day which I love doing by the way but all 4 days I told myself I was going to get some sleep this time.. idk what it is about laying in bed not doing anything. I have adhd like a mf and I have to be learning or doing something interesting to me
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I know the feeling. I have an irregular heartbeat, that makes my heart beat faster then normal.. this in return prevents me from being able to sleep longer then 20-30mins. Hasn't always been this way, but over the years it eventually got worse, and started affecting my sleep.
The part about it affecting my sleep, never bothered me, as I prefer to stay up at night and do my work, as night is when it's the quietest, and most peaceful time.. so easy to get things done. The only downfall, after long periods of time with hardly any sleep, it catches up with the body.. and a 2-3 hour sleep will feel like I slept for a week.
You will sleep so long this time you go to bed, I feel you.
I used to do a lot of cocaine, but I made sure to never stay up more than one day, it happened of course but not often sometimes when I party, and maybe tops 36-40 hours then I went to bed. I hope you get your rest bro (Mar 30, 2024 07:25 AM)Wisprr Wrote: Sooo even without the coke I never ever go to bed at night time. I prefer being awake at night. But for the last 4 days I have not got in bed or went to sleep… I have not slept once… the weird thing is I feel oddly refreshed, I took a shower like 6 hours ago and it still feels like I’m fresh out the shower. But my daughters daycare was closed all week so I’ll get stuck on my pc down some rabbit hole and before I know it she’s here. Then I have to watch and take care of her all day which I love doing by the way but all 4 days I told myself I was going to get some sleep this time.. idk what it is about laying in bed not doing anything. I have adhd like a mf and I have to be learning or doing something interesting to meAre you off drugs now? If so, then remain off drugs and at least try to get back to a normal day rhythm. Your description of how you live hurts me, and if I am reading this right you have a daughter too? For fucks sake man, you sound like a total loser. Do not do cocaine or any other drugs and get your shit together and sleep and eat. If you do not feel tired then do any fucking thing but do not touch digital devices, leave the computer and the phone and the TV and do ANYTHING, clean your home or something. If you think you can fall asleep, then take that chance and do it. Your first step to fix this is to heal your body's normal function to sleep. If you're a cokehead then depending on for how long, it will take a while before you will have energy or motivation to do anything whilst sober. But just hang in there and know that it is temporary, you will come back, but you must stay clean. Fuck you ruined my evening, please quote me and tell me you're not using cocaine and have a daughter and have been up for 4 days. Fucking loser.
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(Mar 30, 2024 11:17 AM)Bastille Wrote: xanax could help.Not a response to you Bastille, Sir, but just a comment to OP about xanax: If using xanax for sleep, then beware of fakes, and use it efficiently. My recommendation is to put 0.25mg under your tongue and let it dissolve. Do this and go to bed within 30 minutes. Also, bensos are for total losers, only use it if you are already fucked by stims. (Mar 30, 2024 11:29 AM)SIM-3749878 Wrote: Also, bensos are for total losers Shit, I'm a taking Xanax 🫠 But you're right I should have been more clear, the melatonine / xanax part was correlated to the previous part of the sentence about the doctor, if he sees a doctor he could have a word about it with him (Mar 30, 2024 07:25 AM)Wisprr Wrote: Sooo even without the coke I never ever go to bed at night time. I prefer being awake at night. But for the last 4 days I have not got in bed or went to sleep… I have not slept once… the weird thing is I feel oddly refreshed, I took a shower like 6 hours ago and it still feels like I’m fresh out the shower. But my daughters daycare was closed all week so I’ll get stuck on my pc down some rabbit hole and before I know it she’s here. Then I have to watch and take care of her all day which I love doing by the way but all 4 days I told myself I was going to get some sleep this time.. idk what it is about laying in bed not doing anything. I have adhd like a mf and I have to be learning or doing something interesting to me You should visit a doctor, this is not a thing to brag about (Mar 30, 2024 11:40 AM)Bastille Wrote: Shit, I'm a taking Xanax 🫠Sorry for going off topic but I am interested :D Why do you use xanax? For fun or for medical reasons?
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(Mar 30, 2024 11:49 AM)SIM-3749878 Wrote: Sorry for going off topic but I am interested :D Why do you use xanax? For fun or for medical reasons? Medical reasons, I've been through a burn out for different reasons and not only limited to my job, among lot of symptoms sometimes I'm struggling to fall asleep and this helps me, don't know how it works in the US but in France it's available through prescription only |
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