what were the first few languages you learned and what were your reasons to start? how has your expierence been and maybe some pitfalls? im a few weeks into it and i learned pretty fn quick its a lot to take in and im not sure about others but it forsure hasnt been one of those things that just click but it has taught me you can do anything you set your mind to and just like anything else you get out what you put in. so yeah if you feel like sharing some insight/your personal expierence i (and im sure others) would definetly appreciate your infinete wisdom
you dont have to put your life story but ill give a little backstory on my situation and how i came across coding,programming 'hacking' and my reasons (which are starting to adjust) feel free to skip tho MAC=mind/mood altering chemicals
im in my early 20s and from 14 to present ive had serious mac dependency issues (&i mean fkn serious) and it started earlier than 14 thats just when the hard stuff started or at least M-amphetamine opioids at 18. let me tell u theres been some crazy fucking shit thats went down in between. i was about to say ive done everything you can think of but ive never been desperate enough to loose my manhood🤣 but no realshit i can tell you all abt the trenches,jail,homlessness,robin,kickinDoors,run ups,run downs, psycosis, other mental health problems that are a requirment in that world and whatever else topic you might add. oh and also recovery (although not rn) buuuuuut anyway ive been sorta known for fraud so im sure you can put two&two together as to why im here (well initially) but i got here and im deadass like in awe &amazment at well... everything. fuck i wish i would have found out about this shit instead of mac it forsure wouldve saved me a lot of pain. friends. family meterial things, my soul, and idek what else i can add bro just everything. but i am getting older and as smart as i think i am im damn sure not as gifted as i use to be & i have absolutly no (doc) life/work skills to show. dont get that twisted im not afraid of hard work i started my first job w my fam at 13 but as you can imagine its kind of difficult to keep a steady job when youre f'ed all the way up and constantly going to the bathroom & other ridiculos shit. its gotten to a point i really dont fuck w anybody in the streets like that anymore but that just means im a loner which is cool ive never really been one to connect with people on a deep level for some reason (trust i tried & thought i did at times) but you cant trust fcken anybody doing all that. apolagies for rambaling so anyway i first heard of of course kaliL but then python and java so on & forth. and it was like i opened up a galaxy of cool shit im so excited abt that ive tried to tell some ppl in person but it sounds off the fckn wall times 10000 so i dont have any peers to connect with on the subject but i def know im intrested on the same note tho life is not cheap nor free & in my case im kinda desperate but not for the same bs ive always gone for im super curious abt which direction ill end up going and hopfully finding a career thats good for me which honeslty could change today i doubt it will but ive been known to say fuck it once or twice. so if you made it this far thanks for listening i honor you & your response even if its hate, you cant take the good without the bad😁
blessed be✌
you dont have to put your life story but ill give a little backstory on my situation and how i came across coding,programming 'hacking' and my reasons (which are starting to adjust) feel free to skip tho MAC=mind/mood altering chemicals
im in my early 20s and from 14 to present ive had serious mac dependency issues (&i mean fkn serious) and it started earlier than 14 thats just when the hard stuff started or at least M-amphetamine opioids at 18. let me tell u theres been some crazy fucking shit thats went down in between. i was about to say ive done everything you can think of but ive never been desperate enough to loose my manhood🤣 but no realshit i can tell you all abt the trenches,jail,homlessness,robin,kickinDoors,run ups,run downs, psycosis, other mental health problems that are a requirment in that world and whatever else topic you might add. oh and also recovery (although not rn) buuuuuut anyway ive been sorta known for fraud so im sure you can put two&two together as to why im here (well initially) but i got here and im deadass like in awe &amazment at well... everything. fuck i wish i would have found out about this shit instead of mac it forsure wouldve saved me a lot of pain. friends. family meterial things, my soul, and idek what else i can add bro just everything. but i am getting older and as smart as i think i am im damn sure not as gifted as i use to be & i have absolutly no (doc) life/work skills to show. dont get that twisted im not afraid of hard work i started my first job w my fam at 13 but as you can imagine its kind of difficult to keep a steady job when youre f'ed all the way up and constantly going to the bathroom & other ridiculos shit. its gotten to a point i really dont fuck w anybody in the streets like that anymore but that just means im a loner which is cool ive never really been one to connect with people on a deep level for some reason (trust i tried & thought i did at times) but you cant trust fcken anybody doing all that. apolagies for rambaling so anyway i first heard of of course kaliL but then python and java so on & forth. and it was like i opened up a galaxy of cool shit im so excited abt that ive tried to tell some ppl in person but it sounds off the fckn wall times 10000 so i dont have any peers to connect with on the subject but i def know im intrested on the same note tho life is not cheap nor free & in my case im kinda desperate but not for the same bs ive always gone for im super curious abt which direction ill end up going and hopfully finding a career thats good for me which honeslty could change today i doubt it will but ive been known to say fuck it once or twice. so if you made it this far thanks for listening i honor you & your response even if its hate, you cant take the good without the bad😁
blessed be✌
