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How bipolar ruined my life and there seems no light.

I remember when depression first hit me in 2016, I moved to HF (Don't exactly remember the account name) to spend time and chill. Met many great people and friends here and also came to know about ewhoring (which changed my life) I made money ewhoring and started helping my father paying the bills and I started in 2016 via reddit and everything was going smooth. I paid for tuition for my engineering (Tuition is cheap here) and paid every bills from grocery to meds but things started to change since 2019 when I got manic and was admitted to the psych ward.

After 2019 I still carried on ewhoring (No meet-up scam or shit like that, basic ewhoring just selling nudes and videos) my mind got weak from the meds I was taking so didn't acquire any skills like coding or anything and just kept on ewhoring and paying the bills finding myself revolving in an endless loop as bills had to be paid.

Now comes 2024, Ewhoring stopped working because of tight restrictions on reddit and lost of traffic so since April I am making nothing and it's getting hard to survive. I can't take an IRL job due to my mental health, it's almost impossible to leave my home.



I was wondering is it possible to become an entrepreneur from home and build something from my home which can pay me good money like maybe is it possible to make/save 150K from home ? If I can save 150K USD then I can put it in bank and live off interest for the rest of my life. I see people making more than 150K off SAAS or Apps online but I don't know how I should do that ! Can someone throw some light or wanna partner with me ? I have so much time in my hands to try almost anything Blackhat or whitehat but need it to be fast before my savings expire and I don't even have money for food and meds.
U can learn to make websites or graphic work, know its hard and long way, but i hope u the best
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Sounds like op needs Bupropion
(Jul 1, 2024 10:02 PM)obtainhigh Wrote:  Sounds like op needs Bupropion

I have been prescribed bupropion, should I eat it ?
(Jul 1, 2024 10:30 PM)JNath Wrote:  I have been prescribed bupropion, should I eat it ?

It's a turn on drug. Which means you need to eat it for a month in small amounts. It gives you dopamine like Adderall but if you have too much bupropion all at once like overdosing on bupropion it will make you emotional and might make you cry (feelings).

200mg a day for a week, then 400mg a day for a week, then 600mg a day forever.

Again DO NOT go straight to 600mg a day.

And NEVER go over 800mg a day.
(Jul 1, 2024 11:22 PM)obtainhigh Wrote:  It's a turn on drug. Which means you need to eat it for a month in small amounts. It gives you dopamine like Adderall but if you have too much bupropion all at once like overdosing on bupropion it will make you emotional and might make you cry (feelings).

200mg a day for a week, then 400mg a day for a week, then 600mg a day forever.

Again DO NOT go straight to 600mg a day.

And NEVER go over 800mg a day.

Would it make me leave my bed and do work like normal people?
(Jul 2, 2024 01:44 AM)JNath Wrote:  Would it make me leave my bed and do work like normal people?

Depends. If you're in bed due to depression then yes. If you're in bed due to low dopamine then also yes.

But by no means would it put thoughts in your head to do something.


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