[Mommy‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎]

Hello, my name is Caleb or as most know me, Mommy.

I am 16 years old and have gone through a lot in my life.
At 14 when I started high school, I was introduced to drugs.

I first started smoking weed when I was 14 (freshman year).
It started as something just to look cool doing, then it turned into a gateway drug for me. I hated what my life was, I contemplated suicide, and I had to fake being happy around my friends and my family. I was forced to go see a therapist. I was cleared from him and kept on doing my thing.

Then at the end of my freshman year, I stopped playing football, stopped going out with my girlfriend so back to weed, but I went back hard (after being sober for 4 months). There was not one day where I wasn't high. I started going to family events high.

Sophomore year, I kept doing it, but I started get terrible grades. So my mom got on my ass, I would still get high, brushed everything off, didnt really give a fuck.

Then in april I was kicked out of school (which is going to be a whole different thread). I was drug tested, I passed the drug test. It was a blessing that I passed the drug test, so ever since the day I got kicked out, I havent picked up any sort of drug.

I am proud to say that I am officially 5 months sober. I am also seeing a therapist to talk about my depression which I am over coming and I have been put on anti-depressants. I have become more open with my family, more willing to do things, more willing to help people.

So I have to say, since I have been sober, my life has been amazingly better. I really got my shit back on track and am doing the best I can to keep it that way.

But, I'm not gonna sit here and act like everything is good, when I do get down on myself and start feeling depressed of course I want to get high, but in the end, I know it wont turn out good.

TL;DR - I have been sober for 5 months. It is feeling great, it probably isn't for everyone but if you want to talk about anything or have any questions, I would be happy to help.

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so you just smoked weed? whats soo bad about smoking weed im 16 and have been smoking since i was 11. Since i was 15 i have been smoking everyday haven't missed a day yet. My life is ok not really that bad because of the fact that i smoke. but there are other problems in my life but i would not blame the fact that i smoke for the reason of those problems.

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[Mommy‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎]

so you just smoked weed? whats soo bad about smoking weed im 16 and have been smoking since i was 11. Since i was 15 i have been smoking everyday haven't missed a day yet. My life is ok not really that bad because of the fact that i smoke. but there are other problems in my life but i would not blame the fact that i smoke for the reason of those problems.

Well, I started smoking and it led to other things which i don't want to talk about..

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Well, I started smoking and it led to other things which i don't want to talk about..

well since you stopped smoking and your life hasnt gotten any better mabey weed wasn't the problem mabey you should change something else. Only you know what it is you need to change, and your the only one that is inpowered to do so. Nobody is gonna care about how bad your doing, like you care about yourself. So you gotta be the one to stop whatever it is that is bringing you down.

[Mommy‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎]

well since you stopped smoking and your life hasnt gotten any better mabey weed wasn't the problem mabey you should change something else. Only you know what it is you need to change, and your the only one that is inpowered to do so. Nobody is gonna care about how bad your doing, like you care about yourself. So you gotta be the one to stop whatever it is that is bringing you down.

My life has gotten a SHIT TON better!
I got a job. Got my license. Donate money to church and charity. Spend more time with my family. Spend more time with my friends just doing fun and legal shit.

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My life has gotten a SHIT TON better!
I got a job. Got my license. Donate money to church and charity. Spend more time with my family. Spend more time with my friends just doing fun and legal shit.

well edit your post then

So I have to say, since I have been sober, my life has not been better. I really got my shit back on track and am doing the best I can to keep it that way.

[#Toxic]

Why blame weed tho?
It is you that makes the changes for good or bad.

Weed isn't a gateway drug. Although allot of people try to make you think that.
You are the one in control of your life.
If you want to make it shit, it will be Shit. If you want to make a change and be better, then you will be Better.

Just don't blame "weed".
My uncle smoked weed since he was little as he lived in Mexico and was introduced to it at a very young age.
To this day, he still smokes and now He is a citizen here, and he is very successful.
He owns his own company, and has 4 house here, and 3 in Mexico. He also has a bachelors degree.
So you can say he is doing pretty good.

So please don't be one of those people that make their lives shit on their own, then blame weed was the problem.

[Mommy‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎]

Why blame weed tho?
It is you that makes the changes for good or bad.

Weed isn't a gateway drug. Although allot of people try to make you think that.
You are the one in control of your life.
If you want to make it shit, it will be Shit. If you want to make a change and be better, then you will be Better.

Just don't blame "weed".
My uncle smoked weed since he was little as he lived in Mexico and was introduced to it at a very young age.
To this day, he still smokes and now He is a citizen here, and he is very successful.
He owns his own company, and has 4 house here, and 3 in Mexico. He also has a bachelors degree.
So you can say he is doing pretty good.

So please don't be one of those people that make their lives shit on their own, then blame weed was the problem.

I never once blamed weed.
I said that I used it as a gateway drug.
And yes, I did obsess over it, so it made me detached from a lot of the things in my life.

[#Toxic]

I never once blamed weed.
I said that I used it as a gateway drug.
And yes, I did obsess over it, so it made me detached from a lot of the things in my life.

Well there you go again.
"gateway drug"
"obsess over it"
"detached from...things in life"
"..ever since i've been sober.... i got my shit back on track"

Really, explain to me how it is a gateway drug, and how you "obsess" over it. Tell me how it "detached" you from a lot of things in life, because this will be the first time i hear this.

No one in the world has gotten "detached" or "obsess" because of weed.
You should call up a local news station or something and tell them how "weed" changed your life.

Sorry if i came up too rude, or offensive, but shit man. I hate how people try to talk shit on a drug that has no change what so ever on your life (negative).

Weed makes you:
-Happy
-Helps you with health problems
-Helps you sleep, or get energy..
-Brings people together (friends)
-See the world as a peaceful place; happy place
-Think more clearly
-Helps you get creative with art (if you are a artist)
-Pay more attention to stuff
-etc....

I can go on all day with this stuff.
So please tell me how "weed" made you get "detached" from life.

[Mommy‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎]

Well there you go again.
"gateway drug"
"obsess over it"
"detached from...things in life"

Really, explain to me how it is a gateway drug, and how you "obsess" over it. Tell me how it "detached" you from a lot of things in life, because this will be the first time i hear this.

No one in the world has gotten "detached" or "obsess" because of weed.
You should call up a local news station or something and tell them how "weed" changed your life.

Sorry if i came up too rude, or offensive, but shit man. I hate how people try to talk shit on a drug that has no change what so ever on your life.

Weed makes you:
-Happy
-Helps you with health problems
-Helps you sleep, or get energy..
-Brings people together (friends)
-See the world as a peaceful place; happy place
-Think more clearly
-Helps you get creative with art (if you are a artist)
-Pay more attention to stuff
-etc....

I can go on all day with this stuff.
So please tell me how "weed" made you get "detached" from life.

Im not trying to talk shit on a drug lol, Im just saying that when I got high off of top shelf shit. It didnt do me any good but helped me socialize with other people getting high.
Thats just what happened to me.
Of course, it is gonna be different for other people.

[#Toxic]

Im not trying to talk shit on a drug lol, Im just saying that when I got high off of top shelf shit. It didnt do me any good but helped me socialize with other people getting high.
Thats just what happened to me.
Of course, it is gonna be different for other people.

Dude you just made a whole story/thread on how weed ruined your life.. or it seems like it.
Tell me how that's not talking shit lol
"So I have to say, since I have been sober, my life has been amazingly better."

It's no different to how other people react.
Those are the wonders of weed. Everyone gets high the same, has the same reactions, and makes everyone happy.

The only difference, is the tolerance.
Some people get high quick, some don't. In the end everyone is high as fuck and happy.

[Mommy‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎]

Dude you just made a whole story/thread on how weed ruined your life.. or it seems like it.
Tell me how that's not talking shit lol
"So I have to say, since I have been sober, my life has been amazingly better."

It's no different to how other people react.
Those are the wonders of weed. Everyone gets high the same, has the same reactions, and makes everyone happy.

The only difference, is the tolerance.
Some people get high quick, some don't. In the end everyone is high as fuck and happy.

Okay, well you probably dont really get as high as I was getting.
I literally got to the point where I couldnt function in everyday life.

[#Toxic]

Okay, well you probably dont really get as high as I was getting.
I literally got to the point where I couldnt function in everyday life.

There is no "extremes" in high lol.
I mean obviously there is some shit that gets you high as fuck, but you can still function in real life.

Lived in Cali for a while.
Literally tried everything that was possible.

There is some very potent potent shit there. But like i said, the "strongest shit" just gets you high af'. You can still function.

Either you are on salvia or something fake, and think it's real; Or you have only tried indicas, which pretty much knock you the fuck out.
If that's what you mean by "couldn't function", then i see what your talking about.