My friend said I should do this when I was ranting so here goes..
Who I am:
Been a member of this site for almost a year, and dabbled in a lot. At first I was interested in RATs.. I feel stupid for that but its led to me to learning a lot. I went from there to learning about web pentesting recently, all about HTTP bots, doxing, and coding. I've also dabbled in things I really dont want to, but I am not who I put first.
I'm young, but 99% of the people on this site are. It doesn't even matter, it's all about personality and maturity, understanding how the world really is and what you have to do to excel in it.
My Story:
I really just want to get down to one thing. I dont care about my rep, post count, any of that shit. Its all what I've gotten in return, really, that makes me so thankful. Recently, I faced an IRL issue. The basics of it were my mom got cancer, lost her job, and ended up relying on her boyfriend. Her boyfriend revealed who he was, an alcoholic, an asshole.. True scum. There was nothing we could do it about it though, she couldn't get a job, she can barely walk.. Still. She's too young for that. You ever held your mom because she was crying in pain? So we were stuck. She had a kid at this point, he's older now. My little brother. My older sister had changed by now. Turned her back on her family. This went on for years.. Found my way onto here one day, and damn am I thankful. Recently, my mom kicked out her boyfriend. We couldn't pay the bills. We all knew it. Was it worth it? May not seem like it to you, but it was. A man shouldn't lay hands on people, things change when that happens. So, rent time came. We couldn't pay. Damn, did I try.. I tried it all. Its not as easy as you think it is out there, getting the partners. The contacts. Giving up on your own feelings, simply focusing on a goal. I still failed.. Couldn't pay rent.
We lost our house. I'm writing this in the middle of packing. We are moving everything to a storage unit, and my mom and brother are staying with a family friend. I had to arrange that. My mom's too humble to, haha.
My Thanks and Why:
Why am I thankful? Hope. I posted in my thread and periodically that I needed help. I did, I do. Members have approached me to help them in various ways.. Different ways, anything I could. I'm still trying. My hat may have changed a little, but I will do what I have to. But again, hope. If it weren't for HF members, I'd be no where. At all. I've got hope that I can actually manage to get enough money to get my family a new place, and hopefully to continue to pay for it. So, thank you.
I'd like to specifically thank a few people, I'm not adding UIDs, that's not what it's about. I just want to thank them. These aren't just friends, they're people who have helped me make money in some way.
Shoutouts:
Zayne: my nigga. You've done everything you've could to help me. Actually you've done a little more than you know.. Thank you.
Aaron: I still dont know who you are. You're just a guy who heard my story and helped with what you could.
ChickenDipper: Haha, you didn't help as much as give moral support. You did what you could, but every day you still asked how I was.
Ortek: Still working on helping us both. We'll get it, partner.
Dubitus: I never thought your doxing lessons would help so much..
Anonymous: you've always been a go to guy to ask help from.
Disfig: Our partnership got me a lot. I'm sorry my big plans fell through, but I'm determined.. Its a minor setback, is all.
Kuky: You've helped me a lot too.
There's a couple I'd thank but they're not apart of "fed forums" haha.
If I missed you, let me know.
Conclusion:
So thanks HF. I'll likely post back on here and edit with how everything is going. I'm still shooting for $2k a month, thats enough to pay for living, rent, bills and all for my family. I'll get there, I will. For the sake of my family.
Who I am:
Been a member of this site for almost a year, and dabbled in a lot. At first I was interested in RATs.. I feel stupid for that but its led to me to learning a lot. I went from there to learning about web pentesting recently, all about HTTP bots, doxing, and coding. I've also dabbled in things I really dont want to, but I am not who I put first.
I'm young, but 99% of the people on this site are. It doesn't even matter, it's all about personality and maturity, understanding how the world really is and what you have to do to excel in it.
My Story:
I really just want to get down to one thing. I dont care about my rep, post count, any of that shit. Its all what I've gotten in return, really, that makes me so thankful. Recently, I faced an IRL issue. The basics of it were my mom got cancer, lost her job, and ended up relying on her boyfriend. Her boyfriend revealed who he was, an alcoholic, an asshole.. True scum. There was nothing we could do it about it though, she couldn't get a job, she can barely walk.. Still. She's too young for that. You ever held your mom because she was crying in pain? So we were stuck. She had a kid at this point, he's older now. My little brother. My older sister had changed by now. Turned her back on her family. This went on for years.. Found my way onto here one day, and damn am I thankful. Recently, my mom kicked out her boyfriend. We couldn't pay the bills. We all knew it. Was it worth it? May not seem like it to you, but it was. A man shouldn't lay hands on people, things change when that happens. So, rent time came. We couldn't pay. Damn, did I try.. I tried it all. Its not as easy as you think it is out there, getting the partners. The contacts. Giving up on your own feelings, simply focusing on a goal. I still failed.. Couldn't pay rent.
We lost our house. I'm writing this in the middle of packing. We are moving everything to a storage unit, and my mom and brother are staying with a family friend. I had to arrange that. My mom's too humble to, haha.
My Thanks and Why:
Why am I thankful? Hope. I posted in my thread and periodically that I needed help. I did, I do. Members have approached me to help them in various ways.. Different ways, anything I could. I'm still trying. My hat may have changed a little, but I will do what I have to. But again, hope. If it weren't for HF members, I'd be no where. At all. I've got hope that I can actually manage to get enough money to get my family a new place, and hopefully to continue to pay for it. So, thank you.
I'd like to specifically thank a few people, I'm not adding UIDs, that's not what it's about. I just want to thank them. These aren't just friends, they're people who have helped me make money in some way.
Shoutouts:
Zayne: my nigga. You've done everything you've could to help me. Actually you've done a little more than you know.. Thank you.
Aaron: I still dont know who you are. You're just a guy who heard my story and helped with what you could.
ChickenDipper: Haha, you didn't help as much as give moral support. You did what you could, but every day you still asked how I was.
Ortek: Still working on helping us both. We'll get it, partner.
Dubitus: I never thought your doxing lessons would help so much..
Anonymous: you've always been a go to guy to ask help from.
Disfig: Our partnership got me a lot. I'm sorry my big plans fell through, but I'm determined.. Its a minor setback, is all.
Kuky: You've helped me a lot too.
There's a couple I'd thank but they're not apart of "fed forums" haha.
If I missed you, let me know.
Conclusion:
So thanks HF. I'll likely post back on here and edit with how everything is going. I'm still shooting for $2k a month, thats enough to pay for living, rent, bills and all for my family. I'll get there, I will. For the sake of my family.
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