Sep 2, 2019 06:00 PM
(This post was last modified: Sep 2, 2019 06:00 PM by crixus.)
define yourself and describe on this thread.
Are you arrogant or Humble with people? |
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Sep 2, 2019 06:00 PM
(This post was last modified: Sep 2, 2019 06:00 PM by crixus.)
define yourself and describe on this thread.
(Sep 2, 2019 06:01 PM)Crimin4L Wrote: I'd say I used to be a very ignorant person but over the years I've humbled myself in many ways, But like most I still have a long way to go :D Interesting. What actions did you take to humble yourself? (Sep 2, 2019 06:00 PM)crixus Wrote: define yourself and describe on this thread. Well I really didn't take no so called actions. It's more about the energy you let in & give off. Over the past year and a half I've become a different person with what I allow in my life. I meditate more and relax to clear my mind especially when I am having a bad day :/ I restrain myself from using certain words that draw bad energy towards myself. There's a bunch of things that i take into consideration now, mainly energy though :)
i used to be a very polite kid, like perfect gentlemen, smart, i stayed out of trouble
you get a lot of problems, and people bother you with shit i used to joke a lot so people don't categorize me as a nerd or anything, that worked but i went overboard with it then i became very sarcastic, bored of life, but actually at 14 i had an awesome style and a low opinion of myself i had a natural control over others, but i was scared to use those same exact techniques with people older than me. and that's weird cause i totally should of i had a part of my life trying to be like others, didn't work out, i ended up unhappy, angry and made mistakes im arrogant, or at lest that's the default mode, i got high expectations from others, but i do the same with myself, open mind and strive to improve you cant have it other way, people take advantage of you, and i don't care about their first impressions that much (except girls) but anyway it's good to play a rôle and when you start talking they realize that im kind of fun and intelligent and not that asshole they thought i be i got this reverse, sarcastic attitude, so i cant take compliments seriously, and my compliments sound like an insult, yet my real insults are deep wounds i had issues with this, like sometimes i couldn't express what i really felt, the way i did because i got used to not show any weakness i often joke a lot and people are attracted to me, i hate it, i don't need it i had some experience with human auras and how each color affects each other. mine is yellow/red, basically im a generator, so i can be temperamental and aggression is natural, not in a physical way, but im fighting when im backed in a corner, and switch my lazy mode to a more hyperactive when solvign problems yellow is more intellectual and like a barrier, so i got a very good sense of who the energy vampires are and who is only trying to leach on me, you don't need to know all about this, but you would be surprised how well it explains some weird situations you had, like people complaining about dumb shit i used to be anti social, now more ambivert, i don't need conversations, but im ok with it, i don't initiate a lot but if it happens to be in one im doing well im more attracted to random people, and i don't mind to be the passive part, but not when they try to ask things of me and manipulate me all the time
I have become more humble over the years. However, when I work out too often or on bad days I get a bit more narcissistic still and judge people. Shouldn't do that, and am working on it.
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