I struggle daily with this having had AML Leukemia and Schizoaffective disorder. I find it had to find anyone to talk to being as nobody can relate to what I've seen and been through. I used to use drugs alot to try to cope but quit as they bring back flashbacks of when i was getting treated in the hospital for my cancer. I have no friends and always have suicidal thoughts daily. I just want to get better but don't believe i ever will.
Does anyone here deal with Severe Trauma/PTSD? |
  (Oct 8, 2020 08:20 AM)HEISENPUG Wrote: I struggle daily with this having had AML Leukemia and Schizoaffective disorder. I find it had to find anyone to talk to being as nobody can relate to what I've seen and been through. I used to use drugs alot to try to cope but quit as they bring back flashbacks of when i was getting treated in the hospital for my cancer. I have no friends and always have suicidal thoughts daily. I just want to get better but don't believe i ever will. man i hope you find something to make your heart beat one day a project in which all your energies will be used for the "problem" of friends? I pissed off all my friends when I quit smoking cannabis Why did I do this? Quite simply because friends are there to help you grow, learn, and move forward in life normally. It doesn't work that way with drug addicts (Yes, cannabis is a real drug) I haven't had a real `` friend '' in years and I'm doing great it does not matter find a life goal against boredom Sport is really underestimated when it comes to solving problems I think it's probably the best way to solve any problem Good luck, man 
Yes. But one big problem you already have is comparing yourself to others.
Nobody saw what you seen in life, and visa versa. Not just the 'bad things', but everything we see are interpreted in a different way, even if we would all look at the same things. You can recover from your PTSD, not easily, nor do I say you'll become the person you were before. You do can learn how to live with it, or in such way dealing with it that it won't affect your life on a daily basis. (Oct 8, 2020 09:53 AM)Charybdis Wrote: I'm sure you will get better. Have you ever considered a therapist? Yeah i see a therapist every month but to be honest i dont really think it helps.  (Oct 8, 2020 08:20 AM)HEISENPUG Wrote: I struggle daily with this having had AML Leukemia and Schizoaffective disorder. I find it had to find anyone to talk to being as nobody can relate to what I've seen and been through. I used to use drugs alot to try to cope but quit as they bring back flashbacks of when i was getting treated in the hospital for my cancer. I have no friends and always have suicidal thoughts daily. I just want to get better but don't believe i ever will. Yeah I have PTSD like crazy. Try smoking weed and not other drugs bro. Those just heighten it. ![[Image: OXwMxLl.gif]](https://i.imgur.com/OXwMxLl.gif) (Oct 8, 2020 01:06 PM)Mr. Atlas Wrote: man i hope you find something to make your heart beat one day a project in which all your energies will be used Me and my friends quit cannabis now we only smoke CBD and just cigarretes thats all yeah real friends are there to help you! 
Lots of CBD.. You dont have to get "stoned" and get the positive effects from Cannabis anymore.
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No but I do suffer from depression. I personally think it started when I was into drugs witnessed and did a lot of messed up things, was depressed while on the drugs been sober for almost 2 years just went to the doctor few months ago got diagnosed got on anti depressants. I can relate to the struggle of mental illnesses buddy, they’re a bitch, and the hardest part is trying to explain your struggle to someone who can’t relate
(Oct 8, 2020 08:20 AM)HEISENPUG Wrote: I struggle daily with this having had AML Leukemia and Schizoaffective disorder. I find it had to find anyone to talk to being as nobody can relate to what I've seen and been through. I used to use drugs alot to try to cope but quit as they bring back flashbacks of when i was getting treated in the hospital for my cancer. I have no friends and always have suicidal thoughts daily. I just want to get better but don't believe i ever will. Visit a specialist who can give you a proper medical treatment. I wish you all the best
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Share the techniques the therapist tells you to do maybe there are outdated?
If you want, I can be your therapist and help you. I always studied myself and how the mind works since I was young and can give better tips than a therapist. |
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