So I used to be a really heavy drinker, usually going through about a quarter gallon of cheap vodka every night. This went on for about a year and I tried to quit in late March. Only about 3 days after quitting I got a really bad pain like someone was punching my solarplexus over and over and so I go to the hospital and get released with pain meds.
The pain meds didn't work so I go back to the hospital and that's the last thing I remember until about mid May. It turns out I'd been in the ICU for weeks, and apparently pretty early into my sedation, the medical staff had told my family I wouldn't make it through the night so they had come to say their goodbyes. I was diagnosed with severe acute necrotizing pancreatitis (presumably from all the alcohol).
The recovery was the hardest part. After spending 2 months in ICU, I lost all of my muscle stength and could barely sit up let alone stand on my own. I had literal rubber tubes stuck into me to drain out the digestive fluid that had been leaked all over my abdomen. I went septic in the ICU (really bad infection), and then my kidneys stopped working. I was on dialysis up until just a few weeks ago.
I feel like I was the least traumatized by all this, as I was basically asleep with sedation meds while my family was well aware of the dire situation.
I still crave alcohol daily, but have managed to steer clear of consuming any, instead opting for some good ol' weed.
If you take away anything from this, please don't abuse alcohol. I'm lucky to even be here now and I wouldn't wish that kind of suffering on ANYONE.
The pain meds didn't work so I go back to the hospital and that's the last thing I remember until about mid May. It turns out I'd been in the ICU for weeks, and apparently pretty early into my sedation, the medical staff had told my family I wouldn't make it through the night so they had come to say their goodbyes. I was diagnosed with severe acute necrotizing pancreatitis (presumably from all the alcohol).
The recovery was the hardest part. After spending 2 months in ICU, I lost all of my muscle stength and could barely sit up let alone stand on my own. I had literal rubber tubes stuck into me to drain out the digestive fluid that had been leaked all over my abdomen. I went septic in the ICU (really bad infection), and then my kidneys stopped working. I was on dialysis up until just a few weeks ago.
I feel like I was the least traumatized by all this, as I was basically asleep with sedation meds while my family was well aware of the dire situation.
I still crave alcohol daily, but have managed to steer clear of consuming any, instead opting for some good ol' weed.
If you take away anything from this, please don't abuse alcohol. I'm lucky to even be here now and I wouldn't wish that kind of suffering on ANYONE.





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