[IanConnor]

Hey guys, I was depressed for months didn't realize it, thought it was the people around me, well, they sent me to a mental hospital for a week (just so i wouldn't kill myself bc of suicidal statements), felt better, week and a half later I was there again because it all went downhill like usual.. well I got out like a week ago from today, and as expected I still want to die.

I don't get bullied/harassed or anything, I'm not poor, I have anything I could ever want, I find no joy or interest in anything, and I still want to die.

I'm sick of living, and I'm sick of asking for help only to be sent back to a mental hospital for a week until I feel happier because of the people around me, then get sent back home only to have everything repeat.

What should I do? Off myself?

If you were going to kill yourself, how would you do it? (Keep in mind, guns are messy, parents/family would be the first to see probably)

Just curious 😊

[~Jay~]

I just can't take this post seriously with your profile pic.

[wellager]

DON'T off yourself. Go to sleep.
Wake up and do something you like. I went through this a few weeks ago. You have to find a passion.

[FeaturedBMX]

Really think about what you are doing. You get one life and you just want to give it up.

[Beats!]

Try and find something that you're interested in and try and follow through with it. Definitely, do not 'off' yourself because that won't solve anything.

[IanConnor]

@The guy commenting about my avatar:

Yeah, it's a funny GIF.

DON'T off yourself. Go to sleep.
Wake up and do something you like. I went through this a few weeks ago. You have to find a passion.

I've tried sleeping. Every single night. For months. And every day I wake up, I hate myself more and more. I don't have a passion. My passion was basically anything with computers, I can do basically everything there is to do on a computer, yet I don't even find joy in computers anymore, it's like I stare at my screen questioning why I am still here.

All the activities I use to love, I don't. Even if I try to do them, I hate it. I've tried it all, thought of it all, I don't have any hope for anything really.

And before someone posts saying take anti-depressants, I'm on anti-depressants, they haven't helped.

[FeaturedBMX]

@The guy commenting about my avatar:

Yeah, it's a funny GIF.

I've tried sleeping. Every single night. For months. And every day I wake up, I hate myself more and more. I don't have a passion. My passion was basically anything with computers, I can do basically everything there is to do on a computer, yet I don't even find joy in computers anymore, it's like I stare at my screen questioning why I am still here.

All the activities I use to love, I don't. Even if I try to do them, I hate it. I've tried it all, thought of it all, I don't have any hope for anything really.

And before someone posts saying take anti-depressants, I'm on anti-depressants, they haven't helped.

Look into getting a different prescription maybe.

[Dinolino]

I wont tell you to not kill yourself(even though it is kinda stupid to do so, keep on fighting. you will find something to live for).

If you were to off yourself, I would do it with helium. Completely painless

[bk randy]

Wow Market you really rather kill yourself and devastate everyone around you just because you're not happy?

Get the fuck outside, I know how you feel but that's selfish as fuck to actually do it. Just let time heal it, it's just hormones n shit, go for walks, find a outdoor hobby, get connected with the beauty around you. I don't know how anybody could go through winter and not just be extremely excited when summer comes up. Even if you don't have anything to do just find something to distract you from being depressed.

[Heulen]

dude, let me help you.
my girlfriend was really suicidal when i started talking to her, i helped her and she's a happy person now. please, it's not worth it to die.

[InspectorGadget]

Cya! Don't let the door hit you on the way out! JK, I couldn't give a fuck either way...

[Pray]

If you actually think like that, then yes, do it. Oxygen is precious, you know.

[Lion]

Someone recently told me something that helped me a lot. "Life is all about perception; how you view things". View your life differently. You're probably focusing on ALL of your negatives, when you're better than you realize. Think positively, and think about how you can better yourself rather than thinking about ways to bring you deeper into your pain.

If you need to talk, PM me.

[nadeemnade]

what is your religion ?!
what does life mean to you ?

[IanConnor]

Stop seeking attention you cock sucking fag.
Go off yourself...we do not need weak-minded punks walking around in society.

Not really seeking attention, more like opinions. This is a hacking forum with the average age of 12, do you think I care about most of you? Haha.

Wow Market you really rather kill yourself and devastate everyone around you just because you're not happy?

Get the fuck outside, I know how you feel but that's selfish as fuck to actually do it. Just let time heal it, it's just hormones n shit, go for walks, find a outdoor hobby, get connected with the beauty around you. I don't know how anybody could go through winter and not just be extremely excited when summer comes up. Even if you don't have anything to do just find something to distract you from being depressed.

I've tried. I've gone outside, I've tried a hobby, it's more than me just "not being happy".. I can live with me being not happy. I'm a narcissist. I'm fucked up.

I wont tell you to not kill yourself(even though it is kinda stupid to do so, keep on fighting. you will find something to live for).

If you were to off yourself, I would do it with helium. Completely painless

Yep, I agree helium would be the way to go if I don't have access to pills (they locked them all up -_- ), either that or head on crash.