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I blacked out for the first time in my life

Last night, I had around 15 shots of fireball which isn't really much tbh but I was a bit hammered. We went to another friends house from this hosue party we were at and there it was just 4 guys and a couple of girls. I took 3 shots of some strong liquor and that fucked me up big time. But next thing you know I took two xanax bars. I've tried xanax before but not these kind of ones. I sat on the couch and after that everything is a blank.

I wake up in the morning in my car my car won't start in a road in front of my friends house. I don't know how I got there but I saw some snaps of me last night and it was literally like I was possessed. I was at jims steakhouse doing crazy shit, and the stories they told me what I was doing was ridiculous.

But the thing is I don't remember any of it like literally none of it. Was I even conscious? Seriously I don't think I was since I can't recall nothing but I was talking (super fucked up) my eyes were half way rolled up when talking and I was stumbling everywhere....what the fuck happened to me anyone literally have the science behind this shit since that wasn't me it was like a other soul was possessing my body and I lost my consciousness.

What the fuck, I am never taking xanaxx again especially the amount of drinking I did last night.

Also I've been depressed as fuck all day....not sure if this is a side effect cause some shit did go down today but I've been depressed all fucking day
(Sep 10, 2017 08:38 PM)Trixie1 Wrote:  Last night, I had around 15 shots of fireball which isn't really much tbh

No. That's a lot, that's a lot a lot.
I blacked out once, I did a front flip over my bonfire then friends started to pour beer and vodka over me because they thought i was on fire then I started doing push ups and eating dirty. pretty good night you can say
You were obviously possessed, welcome to the club m8. Might want to fix your drug and drinking problem before anything.
Jesus christ you are such a typical teenage boy.
(Sep 10, 2017 08:40 PM)Cagey Wrote:  I blacked out once, I did a front flip over my bonfire then friends started to pour beer and vodka over me because they thought i was on fire then I started doing push ups and eating dirty. pretty good night you can say

Yeah would be a good night thing is I don't remember shit like this is all a blank. They also told me some crazy shit which is too long to share on HF since no one won't read it but how the fuck can I not even recall a single event....
I blacked out many times when I were younger, don't worry OP there shall come more days 😏
The feeling when you wake up... No fun. Anyways glad you made it home in one piece and all that.
(Sep 10, 2017 08:42 PM)EthanX Wrote:  Jesus christ you are such a typical teenage boy.

Lol I'm in college I am probably older than you and yeah I'm 19.
and im over here never even tasted a can of beer,
im living life wrong :(
Do you realize this is how people die right? Taking alcohol, especially that much, and eating two bars is asking for trouble. There is nothing wrong with Xanax and using it responsibly but if you are stupid enough to mix it with that much alcohol then expect stupid results. I'm surprised you didn't just pass out to be honest.
(Sep 10, 2017 08:43 PM)unovu Wrote:  and im over here never even tasted a can of beer,
im living life wrong :(

Last year I never kissed a girl, never had a beer or went to a party.

This year I've slept with 11 women, kissed around 40+ and been to a lot of parties.

Is it worth it? No.....and how did this happen? I was a good kid last year and was focused on school and never went out....

Trust me party life is for losers and what I did last night made me a piece of shit in society.


(Sep 10, 2017 08:46 PM)test Wrote:  Do you realize this is how people die right? Taking alcohol, especially that much, and eating two bars is asking for trouble. There is nothing wrong with Xanax and using it responsibly but if you are stupid enough to mix it with that much alcohol then expect stupid results. I'm surprised you didn't just pass out to be honest.

I did pass out I think since I woke up in my car (my friend drove) in front of my friends house.

And yeah I know I was so fucked up when I took the xanax bars and I was being fucking stupid. I was just a moron last night.
(Sep 10, 2017 08:46 PM)Trixie1 Wrote:  Last year I never kissed a girl, never had a beer or went to a party.

This year I've slept with 11 women, kissed around 40+ and been to a lot of parties.

Is it worth it? No.....and how did this happen? I was a good kid last year and was focused on school and never went out....

Trust me party life is for losers and what I did last night made me a piece of shit in society.

i will take your word on that, yeah im just trying to focus on school and work
(Sep 10, 2017 08:48 PM)unovu Wrote:  i will take your word on that, yeah im just trying to focus on school and work

Also I never spoke to women in high school/before college. I was always shy.....but trust me man party life is fucking stupid. Party all you want once you get a degree.
15 shots of fireball is a lot of alcohol. The fact that it's easy to take does not lessen the impact of the alcohol. Fireball is 33% making it just as strong as most vodkas.

Also mixing xanax with the alcohol (especially that much) is dangerous. I can't knock you too much because I'm willing to bet you were blacked out by the time you got to the xanax and your judgement would have been nearly non-existent, however I hope you don't consider whoever gave it to you or whoever let you take it friends.
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(Sep 10, 2017 08:46 PM)Trixie1 Wrote:  I did pass out I think since I woke up in my car (my friend drove) in front of my friends house.

And yeah I know I was so fucked up when I took the xanax bars and I was being fucking stupid. I was just a moron last night.
As long as you understand that now. Who even gave you the Xanax or were they yours? Giving benzos to someone that fucked up is just wrong.


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