Well, I'm only young (In my teens), just enjoying my life now being free from School, I would just like to speak of my new relationship.
Firstly, I have been in 2 some-what serious relationships (which i've taken seriously), these have all both been between a year, the first relationship I was with, I ended because shit just got too much for me, I was getting trapped into that shit, she started hanging around with her "bestfriend" who she apparently knew for 10 years, which I had literally just heard about 7 months into the relationship, but it's whatever (that's why I left her, trust no hoes)
The second relationship, i've had quite easy, I had everything handed to me, there was no chase and there was no emotion from myself towards this easy reaction, I've always enjoyed myself actually chasing.
but now it seem's that I have a third girl on the way, an she's the type of girl you would get with when you're too young, just to figure that she's the one, and that she's everything that anyone would ask for, an she's basically head over heels for you, but for me to mention, that in the past relationships, i've always had sex come easy, I mean, they've been good lookers too, an i'm sure you boys would agree if I had the bollocks to post pictures here, but literally, with the first relationship, I had intercourse 3 days in within knowing her and properly wanting to be around her, which is stupid early, but you'll just have to wait to hear about the next relationship, the second relationship which lasted only 1 month, I fucked her on the first day of actually even knowing her, like I fell into the relationship without even asking her to be mine, we ended up basically being a sex based relationship, which really, she enjoyed it more than what I did, an still do. I lost my virginity at the age of 15, so it was the prime age for watching porn, only for me to figure that sex is nothing like what it looks like on the internet, but for whatever it is, I now have a new girl, an she's literally one of the popular girls, you know the bitchy girls which all the young bucks get, but you wish you could smash 100% and wonder how fucking lucky the boyfriend got, I am in the situation where, she's literally around my finger, i'm nothing special, I have a lot going for me, but out of all the other lads which she could of gone to, I have been the one to take this upon myself, but I just feel no emotions towards any relationships at all, and it digs at me, I want to try and build these emotions, because she's lovely, she's a diamond and a keeper, I tell you that, she's fine as hell bro, I just need to get it sorted, she's the one you would take home to mom, I already done that for real, I just need to know how to build my feelings, cus I don't want it to end like the last two where everything just get's handed to me, sex just comes easy.
"Since sex got easier to get, love's gotten harder to find."
Firstly, I have been in 2 some-what serious relationships (which i've taken seriously), these have all both been between a year, the first relationship I was with, I ended because shit just got too much for me, I was getting trapped into that shit, she started hanging around with her "bestfriend" who she apparently knew for 10 years, which I had literally just heard about 7 months into the relationship, but it's whatever (that's why I left her, trust no hoes)
The second relationship, i've had quite easy, I had everything handed to me, there was no chase and there was no emotion from myself towards this easy reaction, I've always enjoyed myself actually chasing.
but now it seem's that I have a third girl on the way, an she's the type of girl you would get with when you're too young, just to figure that she's the one, and that she's everything that anyone would ask for, an she's basically head over heels for you, but for me to mention, that in the past relationships, i've always had sex come easy, I mean, they've been good lookers too, an i'm sure you boys would agree if I had the bollocks to post pictures here, but literally, with the first relationship, I had intercourse 3 days in within knowing her and properly wanting to be around her, which is stupid early, but you'll just have to wait to hear about the next relationship, the second relationship which lasted only 1 month, I fucked her on the first day of actually even knowing her, like I fell into the relationship without even asking her to be mine, we ended up basically being a sex based relationship, which really, she enjoyed it more than what I did, an still do. I lost my virginity at the age of 15, so it was the prime age for watching porn, only for me to figure that sex is nothing like what it looks like on the internet, but for whatever it is, I now have a new girl, an she's literally one of the popular girls, you know the bitchy girls which all the young bucks get, but you wish you could smash 100% and wonder how fucking lucky the boyfriend got, I am in the situation where, she's literally around my finger, i'm nothing special, I have a lot going for me, but out of all the other lads which she could of gone to, I have been the one to take this upon myself, but I just feel no emotions towards any relationships at all, and it digs at me, I want to try and build these emotions, because she's lovely, she's a diamond and a keeper, I tell you that, she's fine as hell bro, I just need to get it sorted, she's the one you would take home to mom, I already done that for real, I just need to know how to build my feelings, cus I don't want it to end like the last two where everything just get's handed to me, sex just comes easy.
"Since sex got easier to get, love's gotten harder to find."
